Megan - I am so sorry to hear about your mum. It sounds like it's a really distressing time for you right now. Do you have anyone supporting you emotionally with all this? *massive hugs*
x Katie x
Katie- glad your still here darling. Hugs tightly. x
Megan- I am really really sorry to hear about your mum hun. I'm so glad they managed to bring her back. Think positively hun. I hope your looking after yourself too hun, make sure you talk to people, these things have a nasty habit of being bottled up inside.
Please keep us updated when you can and remember there are always lots of people here to talk to if you ever need to, especially us. :) xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Niniane- I'm really sorry you feel this way hun. Has anything triggered it in particular or just a build up of things over time? I know it might feel tempting to give in, but can you think of any positive things that might make fighting worth while? Such as future plans, family, friends, hope for the future etc?
Keep talking, talking is good. Hugs xx
WAVES TO MUCHLOVE LURKING IN THE SHADOWS XX
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
I think it was triggered by a huge build up over time.
I got out of the psych ward a few days ago, basically in the same shape than when I entered. Tomorrow I have to go back to Uni and face registration, which is freaking the hell out of me.
I can't see a future for myself, my family is nice but thinks of me as someone who drained their lives because of my illness. My friends, I don't have many of those, I'm much more of a loner. And the future plan is another hospitalization, which is also scaring me to death.
I don't know how to manage this mess.
-- English is not my mother-tongue, so I apologize for any spelling/grammar mistake --
Muchlove- I'm glad it made you smile. How are you sweetie? I'm still here, quietly festering- which is when I am at my most imaginative when it comes to planning. lol. The lives we lead hey. Hugs back xx
Niniane- Did the psych ward help at all hun? Were they helpful and supportive? I know the feeling about Uni, that is also my task for tomorrow- not an inviting prospect!
I know its hard to see a future right now, but could you maybe see a future in the short term that could possibly develop into long term opportunities and enjoyment for life.
Are you getting support for things at the moment?
HUgs xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Roli- I'm in a pretty dark place to be honest. Plans in place :( but hey Ho!
Sorry haven't got words for you all but Katie, niniane, hold on in there. You too Roli
xx
"I may be laying in the gutter but I'm staring up at the stars"
Shrink- Hello Shrink, nice to meet you. I'm Roli *waves* I hope you find RYL supportive and helpful. Your always welcome in here, everyone is. If you need anything just shout.
Is there anything you want to talk about? Hugs xx
Muchlove- That saddens me a lot. *Hugs tightly* Have you told anyone about how bad things are sweetie? Please do before its too late. xx
Katie- Not giving in all together is enough for me *nods, hugs* I'm not good to be honest, but I'm a liar, so I'm great. :D xx
Niniane- I'm sorry the psych ward didnt help, one thing I know it did was keep you safe as your still here. Its what my stay in a psych ward did for me. Safety. The type of safety you can't feel anywhere else.
Please keep talking to your professionals- its good to get it out.
Keep trying to look to the future- at the end of the say, its all we have. xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Ive tried to tell the crisis team, they dont believe me, or dont care - not sure which. Really dont know who else there is to tell - Im almost out of time anyway.
"I may be laying in the gutter but I'm staring up at the stars"
Muchlove- Why out of time darling? When is your time limit?
Crisis strike again *sigh* incompetent load of imbeciles. So- did they tell you to take a bath, go for a walk or try distracting yourself?
Why don't you think they are taking you seriously hun? Have you explained just how serious you are? You sound pretty serious to me.
Hugs tightly xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
