The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread - Page 1575

[Luna] · 27-03-2013, 11:55 AM

Hope it goes well with your social worker x

Doikers · 27-03-2013, 01:07 PM

It went okay , I said I was low he said why? I said I don't know, that was as deep as it got.

snixxy · 27-03-2013, 03:56 PM

I'm with you, just had a sh*t visit from my team. she didn't understand at all.
*hugs*

Doikers · 27-03-2013, 04:26 PM

*Glomps Snixxy*

frenchhorn · 27-03-2013, 05:29 PM

Beckie, can you express your concerns about meds with your psych or someone from your team. I'm sure social services won't take Jasmine away from you, but i understand your worry.

Mark, sorry you couldn't really talk to your social worker. how are you doing now?

Snixxy, sorry your team were **** today, I feel like that constantly with the crisis team.

How are you Emma?

Glad you are feeling a bit better Tonya.

I'm just back from LGBT training. Where we basically do training for anybody, mainly teachers, youth workers and school kids. Today it was staff at a pupil referral unit and generally they were really positive and really wanted to tackle homophobic, biphobic and transphobic language and wanted to be more open with the pupils. My role in the training as a young person, is to tell my personal story of being trans, gay and asexual. I once made a woman cry with it and today several people said it was really powerful and moving. So fingers crossed the training has helped the staff be able to support the pupils better.

snixxy · 27-03-2013, 06:04 PM

Oliver, that training sounds fantastic. Hopefully it will help pupils be able to talk more openly about their issues with the staff.

*hands out apples to Mark*

*hugs Beckie*

Sorry I'm not being very helpful, head is full, wanted to off load to the team today but that didn't happen.
Hopefully whoever comes tomorrow will be better.

Cacoethes · 27-03-2013, 07:40 PM

that sounds brilliant Oliver!

Mark and snixxy, i'm sorry your teams aren't being very helpful *hugs*

I think my cpn is calling me tomorrow to check on me, and i see her once a week so could bring up my concerns then.

frenchhorn · 27-03-2013, 08:06 PM

yeah it is great to be able to deliver LGBT training because when I was at shcool LGBT stuff was never talked about.
Today it was at a PRU which was for students with disabilities, those with mental health problems and those who had experienced severe bullying at school and couldn't cope with mainstream school. I kind of feel like I wish there was somewhere like that near where I went to school and wish i could have gone somewhere like it, because mainstream school was hell for me, the bullying was severe and relentless for 10 years and i started developing mental health problems around about 14. Just wish I could have gone somewhere with less students so I could have got more help and with specialist trained teachers to support me and could have got away from the severe bullying.
Sorry for that, just remembering my school days is awful, it has really ****ed up my life.

Beckie, maybe mentioning your concerns to your cpn would be a good idea.

Snixxy I hope you can talk to your team more tomorrow.

Doikers · 27-03-2013, 09:02 PM

Has the net slowed down for anyone else?

frenchhorn · 27-03-2013, 09:05 PM

nope it is working fine for me Mark.

Doikers · 27-03-2013, 09:13 PM

Thanx Oliver.

sum1helpplz · 28-03-2013, 09:43 AM

mark morning how r u

Lavalamp how u feeling

snixxy dont think most people understand

oliver thanks

im feeling quite well got lots of alcohol for easter sunday cant wait get to meet my mother in laws new partner its going to be one wicked night. my sister in law bought me a tattoo of my sons name. Myles Lachlan. it is gorgeous cant wait till i get another one

Doikers · 28-03-2013, 01:20 PM

*Hugs Tonya* I want a new Tattoo too :)

I'm off to my parents today for Easter weekend so may be a little less here .

frenchhorn · 28-03-2013, 01:21 PM

*hugus Tonya*

*hugs Mark* hope you have a good time at your parents.

snixxy · 28-03-2013, 10:57 PM

Just got back after 4 hours in a&e. First self harm for a year...stitches. I used the "the knife slipped while I was cooking" excuse which I could tell they did not believe but meant I got out of seeing psych. Just worried they will tell the team anyway. Dreading my appointment with IHTT tomorrow.

Now I need to either get control of this or I'm going to be on a slippery slope. No more.

frenchhorn · 28-03-2013, 11:03 PM

*hugs Snixxy* sorry you cut and ended up in A&E. I hope it goes ok with the IHTT tomorrow

Doikers · 28-03-2013, 11:13 PM

Good Luck Tomorrow Snixxy *Squishes*

frenchhorn · 29-03-2013, 12:08 AM

quite triggered, thoughts of ODing are there, not majorly bad but there and strong enough to make me feel like doing it.

sum1helpplz · 29-03-2013, 08:12 AM

Mark yea i love tatts and piercings *hugs*

oliver *hugs* i know how u feel i have had them going through my mind alot about just popping several of my seroquel. im glad my son makes it easy decision to not act upon it

Snixxy u should be honest with ur psych about it that way they can monitor and help u properly. I have done it twice to create stitches but most it was shallow and lots of them

snixxy · 29-03-2013, 10:44 AM

Oliver - sorry I was not around last night, I hope you managed to fight the urges. Here if you need to talk *hugs*

Thanks for the squishes Mark. In a lot of pain this morning....why does it never hurt..then its agony the next day??

Tonya I can't be honest with them (unless they know already). I'm worried they will put me in hospital and I've only been out four months.
Not sure what I will do if a&e contacted them...suppose I will have to come clean and then convince them that I can cope.