The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread

[x-Silvermist-x]

Hi all, how is everyone this evening? I've been out with my parents for the majority of the day. It was really good to get out for a few hours, just a shame I had to return to the unit. My Mum dyed my hair for me today so I'm platinum blonde again :)

What's everyone been up to today?

[Doikers]

What if I'm a sociopath? I have the symtoms.

[Stellata]

You're a human being, like us all. :) No one is a pathological label.

Under extreme stress, and especially with a trauma/abuse background, I think everyone can display those symptoms at times. As a sort of mundane example - ever travelled on the tube in London in the rush hour?

[snixxy]

^^agrees *sends hugs*
And yeah, Tori Amos rocks! Saw her live in Manchester many moons ago...she's amazing.

[frenchhorn]

*hugs all* sorry for lack of replies, not doing so great.

[snixxy]

*hugs oliver*

[Fire Fly]

Rachael - How are you doing now hun? Just be honest with your GP- she cant help if you're not completely honest with her. Hope going to your best friends house should help! and keep you distracted!


Becky - How are you doing hun? Baby yoga sounds really cool! Hows everything? Hows Jasmine doing?

Tonya- How are you doing now? Just try to relax, you have had a hard time prior to the holiday and you deserve this rest. Try being honest with your partner... From what you have said in the past your partner is quite supportive.

Snixxy-How did it go seeing IHTT? Did you have a nice time with your mum? How are you doing?

Kat- Hope the eye gets better soon. Eye injuries are horrible and hurt alot!

Mark- How are you?

Jo- Platinum blonde sounds cool! Pics would loook good for us to see :). Did you d anything nice today on leave?

Oliver- Whats up mate? Are you okay? *hugs*

Sorry if I have missed anyone out. Im still not doing that great. Someone rang me from my CMHT to check in as I was discharged from Bristols HTT as I was going back home. Anyway they said to keep HTT informed with how im feeling as he was quite worried but HTT didnt care about me struggling and dont want to work with me. I dont know the thoughts are still strong. Hopefully my CPN will be back on Monday so I can have a bit of support... Not really sure. I love Tori Amos too! *hugs to all*

[frenchhorn]

*hugs Tinkles* I'm just very low and depressed, spent all day in bed yesterday, couldn't even face going to LGBT youth group.
I'm sorry you are still struggling.

*hugs Snixxy* how was your day with IHTT and your mum?

[sum1helpplz]

senator my name is tonya and i dont know why i feel like that it just keeps going through my mind that i want to go home

kat yea thanks i will talk to him when we get some alone time

yea tinkles him and all his family its great cause all i have is my mum i dont talk nor do i want to wih the rest bar my dad i see him every so often

[K8EB]

Oliver - sorry you're low. I love staying in bed with the curtains closed and the dog snuggled up with me. Sometimes I think that I could stay there forever.

Jo - Yay, platinum blonde sounds good!

Becky - baby yoga sounds fun. There was only swimming when my son was a baby and he just used to go to sleep in the pool!

Rachael - how are you today?

Hugs all.

Tonya - homesickness is horrible. Try and remember that if you go home odds are that you'll want to get away again. You'll get used to being away soon. Have you got any thing nice planned?

Tinkles - glad you've got someone looking out for you re: HTT.

Kat - how's the eye?

Mark - sociopaths wouldn't bother supporting people here. ;)

Snixxy - how are you?

Stellata - Yes. A lot of people behave like sociopaths in places like the undergorund. Its a proetetive mechanism isn't it?

[Cacoethes]

Mark. If you are worried about being a sociopath then you are not one. It literally is as simple as that.
I have diagnosed sociopathic tendencies apparently.

Tinkles, baby yoga is amazing. Jasmine is doing really well. She's nearly 9 months old now!

Id love to take Jasmine swimming one day.

[Doikers]

Thanks Aardvark , thats reasurring *Hugs* How are you?

How are you Fran ?

[Cacoethes]

The name is Beckie :)
i'm not bad thanks. slightly hungover though! lol!

how's you?

[crazykat]

Rachael I hope it goes okay with the GP, just be honest with them so they can help. I hope you have a nice time with your friend

How are you snixxy?

Joanna I am glad you had a nice time out

Mark I don't think your a sociopath. Katie gives good advice.

How are you Katie?

Oliver sorry to hear your struggling, here if you need to talk

Rupi I am sorry the HTT are being rubbish. Keep fighting, you can get through this

How are you Tonya?

How are you Fran?

Beckie hope you feel better soon, hangovers suck

Fran my eye is much better now thanks :)

[Doikers]

Hi Beckie :)

Hey Kat :)

I just re-got up , took a shower and my pills n potions, Feel better for the shower , now for Green Tea.

[crazykat]

Glad the shower made you feel a bit better. How are you doing otherwise?

[[Luna]]

Afternoon, how is everyone? Hope you're all having a good weekend x

[crazykat]

I'm okay, how are you Emma?

[x-Silvermist-x]

Hi all, another crap day here. There is lots of tension on the ward and everyone seems pretty low. I'm trying not to get involved. I seem to be isolating myself a lot but it seems to be the only way in order to avoid conflict. Staff keep asking me what's wrong but I don't feel like talking.

How is everyone today?

[snixxy]

Hi everyone. Lots of hugs to everyone who needs them x

IHTT came round this morning. Hospital was offered again. Still coping with the extra meds. Just need to keep fighting.