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13-01-2012, 10:43 PM
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No words - *hugs for all*
x Katie x
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13-01-2012, 10:49 PM
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Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
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its ok. you arent a burden to me. noone is. noone eveer has been burden to me either.
i dont always have to be taken care of. i can take care others :) and take care of self. i not mad or anything. but if youre not ok thas fine. dont have say fine. k? i jus feel like everyone feels need take care me and dont think im capable take care self when lie me or something. *squishes you* please be safe.
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These kicks take me far away my dear;
Far away from myself
Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
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13-01-2012, 11:04 PM
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*squishes* thank you sweetie. <3 I'll remember that :)
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13-01-2012, 11:07 PM
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Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
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i sound like bitch...
you welcome sammy.
thanks you to :)
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These kicks take me far away my dear;
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13-01-2012, 11:09 PM
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You do not sound like a bitch. I promise you that. You're right, I shouldn't have lied to you. That was my fault. You aren't a bitch for telling me you don't want to be lied to. It's ok :) I love you
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13-01-2012, 11:12 PM
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Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
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i hate tellin people not do tings or ask em not to or anythin like tha.
sorry.
i loves you too.
hang in there :)
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These kicks take me far away my dear;
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13-01-2012, 11:15 PM
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Its ok though :) Promise
I'm trying sweetheart. You too ok?
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13-01-2012, 11:18 PM
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Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
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k.
tryin is all i ask for. :) havent touched any it since we started talkin.
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These kicks take me far away my dear;
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13-01-2012, 11:19 PM
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Thats good! :D Proud of you xx
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14-01-2012, 01:34 AM
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Unsure
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Richmond, VA
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Originally Posted by getting_by
CaptainB2- It sounds like a very confusing time right now hun. I totally understand the not feeling like you belong hun, but you are here and therefore you belong. It was no accident. I hope your starting to feel better soon. Keep trying to find those things that make you feel valued or like you belong. How are you doing today? xx
It's just rough because I feel like even if I do start feeling better, knowing that depression can sneak up on me again out of nowhere will keep me from ever truly being happy. Like I said, I had every reason to believe I was over all these issues 4 years ago and then it just randomly hit me again. I don't know how long I can possibly live with that pattern. What if I go through therapy, do what needs to be done, and then randomly end up right back where I started thus unraveling everything. I can't do this forever!
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Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
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14-01-2012, 01:51 AM
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Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
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*hugs captain* have no useful words right cept try not think bout the what ifs. think bout the positive possibilities and outcomes instead.
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These kicks take me far away my dear;
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14-01-2012, 02:11 AM
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I've had enough of the fighting to stay alive. At the moment just cleaning my teeth in the morning is a major achievement and tbh I am hardly doing that.
How long am I supposed to put up with these depressions? This episode has lasted since July and I can't do it anymore.
I love my family, but my parents moved away (quite a long way away) about five years ago. I don't speak to my brother. My friends have slowly drifted away. MH Services hate me.
I just had a really inconsequential conversation with a lady from The Samaritans, which just made me even more determined to end my life.
This won't be a cry for help. This will be it.
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14-01-2012, 02:12 AM
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I welcome the reaper
Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Miskatonic university
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yeah i'm more like a machine now, moving forward because i have pretty much no other option, just keep going till i run out of fuel and stop
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Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
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14-01-2012, 02:45 AM
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I'm dying. I'm seriously dying. I can't do this.
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14-01-2012, 03:29 AM
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Chas - I was only thinking of you earlier. Was gonna PM you. Please - keep reaching out. Why do you say MH services hate you? Depressions are terrible when you're in the middle of them; but you're strong honey. You can get through this <3
JDenning - it might not seem like it; but if that's what's keeping you going right now, it's a good thing. Keep fighting.
Rachel - *squishes* You CAN do this darling. You really can. We're here for you *takes hand again* In it together, remember? Please honey - take the opportunity for them to help you <3
x Katie x
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14-01-2012, 03:31 AM
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I need to go back. I'm on a weekend pass
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14-01-2012, 03:35 AM
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Rachel - sorry read this first; then read other thread <3
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14-01-2012, 03:54 AM
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I welcome the reaper
Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Miskatonic university
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its not a reason to keep going, its just the only way it is
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Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
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14-01-2012, 03:55 AM
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Katie. I thought I was trying hard to fight this. My cpn says I have to work with services. It was like a slap in the face. I've tried so hard. I'm tired now. Tired of fighting. I feel angry yet peaceful. A little scared at what's in the after life. Thanks for all your support Katie. Xx
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14-01-2012, 03:01 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2010
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I think I hallucinated last night. Wrote in my thread. Scared.
Hugs big hugs to everyone!!!!!!
Hang in there and fight guys.
Katie, Roli and Taylor In it together
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