Things are bothering me so much. Silly little things like, why on earth do I seem to have to finish all my psychology class notes, after class. Most of the time, most of them seem to be able to finish theirs in class. My wrist is more easily acheable, I know I'm not used to writing so much still but it's annoying me. We used to write in every lesson when I did french AS last year and stuff so why I am not used to writing yet?
Also my hand and arm are itching me so bad but I can't scratch it because I run the risk of pulling up my scabs and that's the last thing I need at the moment, more pain and everything.
So basically my wrist aches (well I did just do a one side of A4 of writing-when I first started typing this), my head (very slightly, and am used to it), my stomach (possible bruise or damage from a certain something), and I could go on.
I feel like I'm living a lie every day to different people.
*coughs and splutters into room*
i have a disease which is known as freshers flu-i am back for one night only catch me while you can
xxx
You're not the only one with thst disease. It caught up with me this morning and has been getting steadily worse since. So what am I going to do about it? Go to the pub!
*huggles* Why is fresher's flu immune to lemsip and all other similar remedies???
Feel better soon!
~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~
I'm feeling really proud of myself, I'm pushing myself again to get better and stuff. This next few days will be tough but I'll be moving on and letting the bad stuff go....I CAN DO THIS :D
Susanna Kaysen: I'm ambivalent. In fact that's my new favorite word.
Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
Dr. Sonia Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna Kaysen: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.
I'm hanging on, so many people depend on me atm which sorta helps. My counsellor spoke to my gp today >.< and aprantly he wants to see me. So I went to doctors on way home to make an appointment but can't. Then I got a call around 6.30pm, saying I could go in tomorrow at 9.25, there goes my lie in!
Argh she's just like given me more problems to deal with. Not less. **** **** ****.
Aww, sorry dancedance...
*sits in corner*
Ugh, I am SUCH an idiot...worse still, I should probably fess up to it (reasons for) in counseling on Friday...anyone know if they freak out more if you write on yourself rather than just cut?
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
i'm back now for a while as i appear to have sorted out my internet problem so feel free to drop me a pm when you need support as im quite likely to give a quicker reply than ive been able to before
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
*nods, agreeing with dancedance*
Johanna, your puppy is so cute! Give her a cuddle for me would you?
*sits in corner with her knees to her chest and longs to cry*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
Silly little things like, why on earth do I seem to have to finish all my psychology class notes, after class. Most of the time, most of them seem to be able to finish theirs in class. My wrist is more easily acheable, I know I'm not used to writing so much still but it's annoying me. We used to write in every lesson when I did french AS last year and stuff so why I am not used to writing yet? 
Princess Alice, crazy, lazy and sweet