Mark- Thats good your dad managed to calla nd find out about your money. But they should have let us know. How are you today?
Did choir rehearsal help keep you distracted? What have you got planned for today?
Kelly- Whats going on?
Lucy- Im so lad that the LGBT was supportive and good for you. Volunteering sounds really good! How comes you didnt go to school?
I'm doing a bit better :). Im trying so hard to break out the vicious circle of: cutting, Purging, overdosing. I had a good appt with my CPN yesterday and I have set some goals to help me move on. Which hopefully help me break out and focus on my recovery :). I have a freind staying with me from Australia and its been really hard and exhausting as I dont really have the energy to entertain and host and things are still bad with food and poison and also seeing the midget. The voices are less so I guess all round Im doing better :) x
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
right i just feel so forgoten about and my self harm is getting worst again seems that no one cares at all just wish i unerstand what happening and some one would at leat care to help me
HollowedHeart-First of all welcome to the thread, it's nice to meet you. Staying positive when your feeling low is a hard thing but I do find a few things that help. I find staying distracted helps, as it helps keep your mind off things. I find things like listening to happy music, watching comedies, getting some exercise helps. Also positive self-affirmations can help too, you can google it for ideas. What kinds of things do you enjoy doing? As that can help you feel more positive too.
Sorry they stuffed up your ESA Mark, I hope it gets sorted for you soon
Oliver sorry your struggling, here if you need anything
I don't really know you all that well Kelly but I do care. Does anyone else know that your self-harm is getting worse?
Lucy I am glad you found the LGBT place supportive and helpful. How come you didn't go to school?
Tinkles it's lovely to read that you are doing a bit better. It's good that you are working on some goals to help you towards recovery. All the best
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
*hugs Kelly* Maybe it would be helpful to talk to someone about it. Even if you don't understand exactly what is going on, you know just try to sort out your feelings, and think what may have triggered them. do you have a therapist or a cpn or someone close to you yo whom you can talk to? Or maybe someone on here? x
hey Kat how are you doing? :)
Rupi, it's wonderful to hear you're doing a bit better <3
It's all about taking small steps toward recovery, and I think that setting those goals is actually a huge step forward. :) I hope you'll have fun with your friend, and that it'll also be a distraction. x
I didn't go to school because I woke up at 8 because I was too tired and school starts at 7:30 and it takes me some time to get there..and I was just not feeling like going. It might have been because I was also sort of emotionally drained, yesterday was pretty exhausting for me. When I got home from school I was feeling so angry and I almost had a rage outburst but luckily I managed to kind of control myself(meaning I didn't yell, hit or break anything), but that must have also taken a lot of energy so yeah.
I ****ed up again. Didn't go t school today eiher. I am so drunk. I wish I could go bacjk t last year I was so happy and i threw it all way i hate mysfel for that.
Hi Kelly,
What makes you say you have been 'forgotten'? I thought you said earlier you were getting a CPN? That means the CMHT acknowledge you need the extra support. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself to prevent yourself from self harming? Is there also anyone you could talk to? We are all here to support you and help you.
Kat- How are you love?
Lucy- Whats going on hun? *hugs* Im sorry your feeling drained.
Oliver- How are you feeling? When you said you couldn't resist, you didn't OD did you? If you did, did you go and get it checked out?
Pappi- Hey, how are you doing? Whats going on love?
Mark- How are you?
My friend has gone. I found it very hard to host when im still not functioning to a normal level. Things feel alright and stable so thats good. Medication must be helping a little. :).
How is everyone on this nice snowy day!
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
No I didn't OD, but I'm feeling like doing it, but the only pills I have are my meds and when I OD'd on them before I was unconscious for a couple of days. Not sure what to do. I rang the crisis team this morning as they had been trying to contact me and they just confirmed a few things from last weeks meeting and I am now discharged from them, bbut I told him I was feeling very low and tired and he said he would try to get the outpatient psych appointment for me asap.
I am glad you are feeling a bit more stable Tinkles *hugs*
*hugs all*
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Im glad they are trying to get you an outpatients psych appt. I think they realise that you need more support than what you are getting! Its actually ridiculous that the CMHT arent really supporting you because its not a chemical imbalance but then again you do have some sort of imbalance as you said you have a bit of psychosis when your stressed. Keep talking to us Oliver... We will try to help x
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
I'm sorry I feel bad taking up peoples time. I'm scared, don't know what to do, really want to OD but then don't want to have to go to hosiptal and if i did go to hospital i could be there for a few days and no one would look after Molly. I just want my mum t give me a big hug, but she is 200 miles away. sorry
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
why are you scared to ring your mum oil? what might she say?
I too am glad that your CMHT are going to offer you more support than just discharging you, why did they discharge you in the first place, sorry if you've already been through explaining that, I've been away from RYL for a while.
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thanks for the hugs guys. I really could do with some support as of late: these mood swings are killer. I'm OK one minute then I'm judicially depressed the next. not cool.
incase she is angry with me. I've never been under the CMHT they have rejected me everytime I have been referred, but this time 4 doctors are writing a letter to ask them to reconsider, as they assessed me a few weeks ago but still turned me down. it is the crisis team which discharged me today
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
hmmmm... that's a bit ****. Sorry you're in that position. I hope they accept you this time around, plenty of people with BPD and developmental disorders are under the care of their CMHT aren't they?
