I don't know. I know I'm terrible. I see my dr tomorrow and I don't know what to do. I need to stop seeing him and getting help. I'm not getting better. I'm so depressed and I'm sure I'm overcome by evil. Gods been telling me in the songs that I am and that I need to run away.
You are not evil or terrible. What would you say to us if we said what your saying now. Something like don't give up, don't do anything rash, you can do it. Sorry if I'm not helping xx
Hugs
"I may be laying in the gutter but I'm staring up at the stars"
Rachel - You're not evil honey. You need to tell your doctor these things. Those songs were around before you heard them - they're not messages...they're just songs. You NEED to tell your doctor all this - they're not going to take you seriously if they don't know how serious it is. You are amazing; you have been so supportive to me - and a whole load of other people here. We want to help you but there's only so much we can do. You need to believe that the doctors want to help you. Remember; in it together? Every step of the way? x
muchlove - sorry I don't know your name. Sorry you're struggling - do you have a support system around you who can help when you feel like this?
Taylor - We're all here for you, okay? You're not alone <3
Hannah - Blah. Kind of okay but kind of not. I'll post in the other thread in a minute when my head's a little clearer. How're you doing darling?
Taylor, don't be sorry hun, we are here if you need to talk *hugs*
Rachel, You're not a terrible person honey, you are amazing and strong and have given so much support to everyone here you deserve some of your own. As Katie said, you need to tell your doctor about the thoughts and how you are feeling, they can only help if you tell them the truth. Stay safe *hugs gently*
Katie, I'm glad you're not completely not okay, that's a start. I shall read your thread once you have posted. <3 Meh i'm okay thanks.
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
thanks katie and charmed. just don't know what to say, kind off struggling tonight.
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to be
I don't know how to change from being me
I don't know what to say
Maybe another day
I'll stop getting lost and find my way, home
All I know is gone......
Sorry guys. I freaked out. I need to get rid of the pills cuz it's still an option. :( problem is I haven't been sleeping so I need sleeping pills. Dr only prescribed 10 at a time but I've been saving them. Stupid. I'm sorry.
squishes, I love you too honey. please listen to katie, please get rid of the pills. and your not stupid.
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to be
I don't know how to change from being me
I don't know what to say
Maybe another day
I'll stop getting lost and find my way, home
All I know is gone......
leaving the biggest hugs for all.
Hang in there guys.
In this damn life together.
*Curls up*
Mum24- Totally agree with Katie. Get rid, just keep a coupe of sleepy ones. I know i should have done that. I regret it. Please try. OD'ing doesnt make anyone listen more, trust me... Just keep reaching out x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
How you doing honey?
You ok after your apointnts today?
Read your thread. they see m to have gonde ok, i know they will have been hard.
positive about dbt and therapy n things xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
I'm still here so I've got to be okay, right?
Seemed to be positive...never really know until my brain's had a couple of days to process it.
How're you doing honey? Not alone because I is here :)
*takes hand and doesn't let go*
Was thinking of you today <3
x Katie x
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
