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[Mum24]

Hi pilgrim

Katie stay safe

I'm in a really bad spot. Considering my options. :(:(:(:(:( argh

[Heaven Knows]

Rachel - <3 same to you; stay safe? Please? In it together remember? x

[Mum24]

In it together squeeze

[Mum24]

I want to die

[Mum24]

Dc no

[Mum24]

:( why?

I know why I sh

[Mum24]

Should die, because I'm evil. And I'm just so sad

[Heaven Knows]

*hugs Rachel*
What's going on honey?
*takes your hand*
In it together.
x Katie x

[Mum24]

My therapist doesn't care Katie. He hasn't called me back. It's because I'm a horrible person. Maybe I shouldn't have left him those 2 messages. I'm just not coping. I should be but I'm not. I want to od. The only thing stopping me is I have to pick kids up from school. I suck. I am awful and horrible and evil and everybody knows it. Crying.

[Heaven Knows]

*hugs you*
You're none of those things darling. Maybe he's not in the office - or he's had a full patient load today? It doesn't mean he doesn't care. I'm glad you left him the messages - it means he can help you <3 I'm glad you've got something to stop you ODing - anything to get from one moment to the next, yeah? "The only courage that matters is the kind that gets you from one moment to the next".
I'm here. PM me if you need to talk, okay? I'm here every step of the way with you.
x Katie x

[Mum24]

I've never been so sure that I'm going to od. This week. I know it. I'm a mess.

[out of ashes]

squishes you gently, no oding honey please.

[Mum24]

I have to.

[muchlove]

I've got no words for anyone, sorry, just please stay safe.

I'm giving up. It's too hard :(

[out of ashes]

squishes rachel. no you don't honey.
hugs much love, please don't hon

[Charmed]

Pilgrim; *hugs* its good to hear from you, im glad you are looking for help and I hope your insurance comes through soon. Stay safe.

Katie; *huge hugs* How did all your appointments go today hun?

Rachel: *gently hugs* please don't do this honey, you can keep fighting, there is hope and it will get better. You don't have to OD. You know it won't make you feel better, in fact you will feel worse. Think of how much better you will feel knowing you have fought off the urges. *squishes*

Taylor: How are you today honey?

Muchlove: Don't give up, I know how hard it is, but you can keep fighting. You will get there in the end. *hugs*

[Mum24]

I have no other options. Maybe if I od someone will take me seriously. And Im just so desperate. I don't care any more. :( I'm really desperate. I have no options

[Charmed]

Rachel, you do have options honey. Can you ring crisis? Talk to your husband? Someone? Anyone? They will take you seriously. Sometimes its hard for others to understand so they brush things off and ignore there is a problem, but you need to make them see you need help, keep trying to talk to them hun. Do something else. Read a book? Watch something funny? Play a game? *sends hugs*

[out of ashes]

charmed: hmm......pass sorry
mum: squishes, please don't i care so damn much, there has to be another way. I am so sorry you are feeling so desperate.

[muchlove]

Rachel, ill second what charmed said. You are none of the things you think you are. You are a great support to so many on this forum. Let us all support you for a while. Please don't do anything.