The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread

[Doikers]

I now own the coolest shower curtain in the world..... Pic to come when camera works

[Indigo.]

Good luck Mark!! *hugs*

*hugs Kat*

*hugs Pappi*

*hugs kismet*

*hugs Colour* Ty sweetheart. I hope today went well!

actually today was amazing! Even though I SIed both today(in the morning before everything happened..) and yesterday, when things weren't going so well, I feel so much better now. :D <3

[Doikers]

*Hugs Lucky*


I seem to have fallen at the first hurdle........ :(

[frenchhorn]

*hugs all*

sorry I'm not up to individuals, I'm still in bed, been in bed all day half sleeping, just so depressed. Missed uni, feel guilty because I should be there, but just couldn't face it.
But listening to a lecture I missed a few weeks ago to try and catch up.

[Colour Blind]

What's up mark?

Lucky, glad your day was better.

Trying is good Oliver *squishes*

[frenchhorn]

*huggles Colour* how are you doing? I'm glad you are excited about starting your new job.

[Indigo.]

What happened Mark?

*huggles Colour*

*hugs Oliver and dances around the room* I can relate to that as I didn't go to school on Friday. It's great that you are trying to catch up, that's always a good start :) Hang in there

[Colour Blind]

I'm doing ok =] about to write my notice to give in tomorrow =]

[frenchhorn]

thanks Lucky *hugs* how are you?

glad you are doing ok Colour.

[Indigo.]

i had a great day today! :)

Glad your ok colour!

[jessye]

Hey. My first post here. BPD sucks. Now 3 years post diagnosis. Back in another deep depression. Out of another failed relationship. No support/treatment forthcoming. Gahhhhhh. Need hugs.
Jessye
xx

[frenchhorn]

Hi Jessye *hugs* I'm Oliver. Could you go to your dr and ask for some support,

[_wendy_]

welcome to the thread Jessye.

hugs Oliver. how are you today?

[crazykat]

Lucky I am glad you had a good day :)

Welcome jessye, could you go to your doctor and ask for some support?

How are you Oliver?

How are you Wendy?

[Doikers]

*Hugs Lucky*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Jessye* Hi I'm Mark, welcome to the thread :)

*Hugs Kat* How be You?

*Group Hugs*

I'm just up , cheesed off at myself , feel Low :( I also need Hugs...

[frenchhorn]

*hugs Mark*

*hugs Kat* how are you?

*hugs Wendy* how are you?

Just got an email from uni saying they want a meeting with me tomorrow with the welfare/support lady and the head of my year. I'm worried they are going to say I should take another year out. My mum would be so upset if I took another year out and who's to say if I would be better in another year. Taking two years out previously didn't exactly help. Really anxious about that now, plus I'm in rehearsals all day today until 7, big orchestra in a small room is not good for anxiety.

[Doikers]

Good Luck Oliver mate *Hugs*

[_wendy_]

Hugs Mark and Oliver. sounds tough for you both right now. x

[Doikers]

*Hugs Wendy*

[Indigo.]

*hugs everyone*

Sorry, not up for individuals right now...sorry guys.

Retarded rant ahead:

NO. NO. NO. No...no...Why? Why is this happening. I don't want this to happen, I don't want to be left all alone, I don't want my best friend to transfer schools, I don't want to go anywhere. I don't want her to go anywhere. I need her to be here with me when I'm struggling. I don't want to suffer anymore. I hate hate hate hate everything. It was already crappy enough. i didn't need this nooooooooooooo.

End of stupid rant.

*hides in a corner and never comes out of there*