If you are feeling suicidal, post here... - Page 147

Heaven Knows · 07-01-2012, 10:32 PM

*hugs Rachel*
Please. Tell someone? I want to help but I have no words. Please? In it together right? <3 Love you honey.
x Katie x

Frail Existence · 07-01-2012, 10:33 PM

i don think you suck.
i loves you rachel
please keep safe to

Mum24 · 07-01-2012, 10:36 PM

Libz stop picking? Don't hurt yourself. I luv u too.

Katie I don't need to tell anyone cuz I'm not going to get a gun. I'm just evil. Ugh I want to stop saying it but I can't stop thinking it.

I'm losing my mind.

Heaven Knows · 07-01-2012, 10:42 PM

Rachel - If having the thoughts can still tell people so they know how bad things are >.<

getting_by · 07-01-2012, 10:50 PM

*Leaves the biggest hugs ever*

out of ashes · 07-01-2012, 11:15 PM

squishes mum. please keep safe honey.
thinking of you. I am trying my best to keep my promise.
katie: I am not sure if its a good thing I didn't go ahead and take the tablets. feel dead in side and I am only going through the emotions,
what the point in that? sorry guys

Heaven Knows · 07-01-2012, 11:17 PM

Roli *hugs*

Taylor - I think it's a good thing honey. You won't always feel that way <3

Charmed · 07-01-2012, 11:50 PM

*huge hugs for everyone*

out of ashes · 07-01-2012, 11:50 PM

katie:Hmm maybe. ugh okay that sucks so much, was trying to send you a pm. and what happens it logs me out. ugh f!ck

Niniane · 08-01-2012, 08:45 AM

Definitely feeling suicidal those days. It seems ilke there's no end to the tunnel of my troubles.

out of ashes · 08-01-2012, 10:17 AM

hmm feeling really suicidal this morning. really don't want to deal with today. or any other day.

Frail Existence · 08-01-2012, 04:20 PM

*offers hugs to all*

out of ashes · 08-01-2012, 06:21 PM

ugh just had the day from hell, really want to hide now. Don't wanna do this two months.
Today was so damn shitty, and so fu*ked up , and that's only the calm before the storm.
got a funny feeling the worse is yet to come. please make it stop, please.

Frail Existence · 08-01-2012, 06:25 PM

Try to hang in there. Please.

Heaven Knows · 08-01-2012, 06:30 PM

Taylor - Sorry you've had such a bad day. Want to talk about it? Keep hanging on; it will get better.
x Katie x

Mum24 · 08-01-2012, 07:03 PM

Katie, out of ashes hugs. Hugs everyone.
Can't stop the thoughts. If meds don't work why be on them? I want to shoot myself in the head to make it stop!

Heaven Knows · 08-01-2012, 07:04 PM

Rachel - *hugs* Things would be worse being off meds honey. Have you managed to tell anyone about the thoughts? <3 together, yeah?

Biba · 08-01-2012, 07:10 PM

i get them, thoughts they come they go, i get them mostly when some thing negative is happening, i wouldnt, thats why cant understand why would i be drawn to or even think in that way. every single day i get sh thoughts all the time they never go away. even when im watchn tv soon as iv broken the concentration of whats happening in the movie or tv show sh thoughts automatically take over, i find it all very fustrating.

Heaven Knows · 08-01-2012, 07:29 PM

I can't do this now. I can't keep up with this fight. It's too hard to keep going through this to end up in the same place. To keep fighting to end up back in this black hole. I can't keep fooling myself into thinking everything's gonna get better and that everything's gonna be okay. It's not. I'm not. None of this is. None of this is gonna bring any of them back and none of it's going to undo what's been done. I'm just so tired of it all.
x Katie x

Mum24 · 08-01-2012, 08:07 PM

Me too Katie. Squish.
Don't give up. You are so valuable and kind. In it together.