Pappi - I think its a good idea emailing your psych. I think i read somewhere your carer took you to the hospital. where are you now? how is everything? Stay strong hun.
Mark - Sorry your struggling. Is anything bothering you?
Kat- Whats up hun?
Oliver- how are you feeling today?
Colour- how are you hun? When do you start your new job?
xx
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
I had a test at school today which I think I stuffed up. Then had group this afternoon and we were talking about relationships and it made me realise how l don't really have any close friends. How are you doing hun?
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
crazykat &Tinkles- I went to A&E instead in the end and got admitted, I'm out again now they don't want me in hospital. lol. They say it's bad for me so they always kick me out as soon as. I don't mind, i don't particularly like it in there, I just feel slightly in the lurch about what to do and how to get support.
They're bringing my psych review closer though and I see my other psych tomorrow.
HUGS, how is everyone else?
On a positive note, I'm feeling much calmer and more with it than I was yesterday. xx
morning all, hope you can get things sorted with the letter Oliver, so you can lose that worry.
Hugs to everyone else, hope you are all safe.
Im not great, cpn still hasnt called after cancelling on me last week. feel so frustrated that for once in the last 3 years i can see i need help and have asked, yet its impossible to get that help. been trying since August to get a psych app but seems impossible. finally have one for next week, but not getting hopes up this time as will prob be cancelled like the rest. just feel so stuck. they tell me im not ready or stable anough for therapy, but then wont help me get more stable. what am i supposed to do? i just dont get it.
anyway, got to battle another day at work. work is ok, its a distraction. its just the worry of leaving the house and being alone for that time that sends me into a panic attack every morning. its not a great way to start the day, but i dont seem to have any control over it. im having to be up and ready earlier and earlier, to give myself the best chance of getting the panic attack out the way, to safely drive to work, to be at work on time. its ridiculous and making me feel such a failure.
sorry for the ramble
Qualified Peer Support Worker (2017)
current mental health diagnoses: depression, PTSD, GAD, self harm, bpd
current meds (as at Feb 2017): , thyroxine, metformin, iron, b12, vit d, atenolol, Butec, Naproxen, Nefopam, Lanzoprazole, Bupropion, quetiapine (prn)
