Libz- Thank you. That will help me. I feel like just going to get my tool and get it over with. Sick of bloody fighting. Been too long.
I have lots to do today. DBT appointment in 6 hours, driving to my parents 2 hours away etc etc. I just cant face it. I'm scared.
Well done bout chemistry. I did Spanish for a bit- really enjoyed it but I am useless.
Em- I'm sorry things are hard hun. I know it can be hard living with parents hun. Can you give us any more details? Why you feel like they dont care etc?
Why you outside? x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Roli... Go to bed and try to sleep. anyway to ge out of trip to parnts? two hours there tthen back and im sure least an hour there... five hours right there... be better stay home and go to sleep :P but really it could be... you can face it. ill be wit you. ha to be pretend though... hehe.
em... my q to... why outside?
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Libz- So your not going to magic your way from US to UK to give me a cuddle goodnight then... :(. No- mums bday. Have to go. DBT therapist isnt going to be happy, always lectures me about going to bed and ''looking after myself' etcetc. Hugs
Em- I'm sorry to hear that hun. Sorry they do that. They shouldnt, its bad. HUggles tight xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Hugs tight. Well done for telling us sweetie.
What makes you feel like you want to end it hun? People normally want to escape from things or to be at peace etc. What is it for you?
Do you have the means etc? A plan?
Keep talking, its good to talk xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
yes i will... *goe to your place* hey whats up! *gives you a goood night cuddle* *tucks you into bed gently and fluffs your pillows* *sneaks harvey bear into your arms* well... your DBT therapist sounds like hes never been told to mind his own business :P
got120 verb conguations done in less then 15 minutes! woohoo! done with homwork now!
em... sorry to hear. i can relate to ya.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
ROFL- You made me smile hun. Thats miracle right there.
I think your right about DBT. I am bricking it. Have to tell them that they are all stupid and expecting too much- I'm sure that is going to go well!
Well done for getting it done so quick!
Keep fighting those thoughts hun, even though your not doing homework anymore. x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Thxs *hugs u tight and cries* i didnt want to tell u but idk thought i kinda needed to to keep me safe i guess. I just want to escape the pain and my parents and i just feel like i need to gone :'( i dont belong:'( and a plan? Um yah :'(
em- oh honey. Sorry your struggling so bad. Here for you. Its never the answer sweetie. Permanent solution to a temporary problem and all that. It wont always be like this. Promise.
Do you have anyone you can tell about how your feeling hun? About your plan? Friends/ family/ professionals? x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Roli...ROLF?
im a mircaulous person. really though in some way when helpin others... its a secret but a GOOD one and dont want say unless it breaks the what i now call miracl chain...
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
oh. thought you accidently called me wrong name*giggles* im Rolf now. hehe
i probly did. sorry. just had idea then several thoughts come to mind. so wrote em down beforee finished each though.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
