erm cutting became a regular thing at about 15 when I tried to kill myself (tried to slash my wrists and the relief was
un-believable)
I'm nearly 18 now, so thats three years nearly
I do remember thinking about cutting for a long time before this
and when I was younger (between ages 8-12?)
I used to scratch myself with scissors
Bang myself on things, bang my head against the wall
Pinch myself, slap myself, strangle myself.
So lots of ****ed up stuff when I was much younger when I try to remember it
Problems with eating came along when I was 13-14
Started starving myself, binge eating, purging.
Makes me sad when I look at all the stuff I started doing