My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
Location: second star to the right and straight on til morning (USA)
I am currently:
*hugs Irene tight*
...she stands hard as a stone, in a world she can't rise above...concrete angel
Laura is my big sister~Abbey's my sister~Miste's my fishbowl~Chrissy's my mummy~Daisy is my twin sister~Katy is my purple heart-shaped smiley face
~Zeddy's my invisible protector~Ruth's my auntie~Ollie's my little brother~Kate's my guitar lullaby~Caz is my box of hugs~Kate & Chloe are my sisters
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
Location: second star to the right and straight on til morning (USA)
I am currently:
what's wrong, hun? *hugs more*
...she stands hard as a stone, in a world she can't rise above...concrete angel
Laura is my big sister~Abbey's my sister~Miste's my fishbowl~Chrissy's my mummy~Daisy is my twin sister~Katy is my purple heart-shaped smiley face
~Zeddy's my invisible protector~Ruth's my auntie~Ollie's my little brother~Kate's my guitar lullaby~Caz is my box of hugs~Kate & Chloe are my sisters
i don't know. all of a sudden i feel so sad. nothing bad happened.
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
i don't know how to describe it. what do you mean an image?
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
its like i want to cry but i can't. im so ready but i can't. its like my world crashed down. you know what i mean?
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
i get sad for no reason - and i also get bored REALLY REALLY EASILY!!!
it's like i feel so apathetic (is that the word i'm looking for?) about everything.....
nothing interests me, nothing makes me angry, nothing makes me sad....
i just GET angry and sad! but still nothing interests me!
As a little kid you believed in fairytales,
that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith.
Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
Location: second star to the right and straight on til morning (USA)
I am currently:
*curls back up in corner*
*rocks*
...she stands hard as a stone, in a world she can't rise above...concrete angel
Laura is my big sister~Abbey's my sister~Miste's my fishbowl~Chrissy's my mummy~Daisy is my twin sister~Katy is my purple heart-shaped smiley face
~Zeddy's my invisible protector~Ruth's my auntie~Ollie's my little brother~Kate's my guitar lullaby~Caz is my box of hugs~Kate & Chloe are my sisters
i will go to sleep now. i hope i feel better tomorrow :(
night everyone
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
i get sad for no reason - and i also get bored REALLY REALLY EASILY!!!
it's like i feel so apathetic (is that the word i'm looking for?) about everything.....
nothing interests me, nothing makes me angry, nothing makes me sad....
i just GET angry and sad! but still nothing interests me!
Oh my goodness, you have just summed up how I often find myself but have never actually been able to put it across so succintly and eloquently.
*bounces very gently today as not feeling fantastic*
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
