esther's queendom v.2 - Page 1399

Buttercup. · 18-10-2010, 01:44 AM

Sounds good!

It's a movie about this guy who has a ballroom dancing studio and decides to volunteer at a high school to watch all the gangsters in detention, and he teaches them all to ballroom dance. It was pretty good :)

HopeRises · 18-10-2010, 10:43 AM

I like that film too Jess.

How is everyone today?
I have a cold :(

nowhereman · 18-10-2010, 11:13 AM

I hope your cold is better soon. I like dance films. :)

Buttercup. · 25-10-2010, 05:20 PM

Queendom. On. Second. Page. OMG.

risenfromperdition · 25-10-2010, 05:32 PM

sexypants =]
boooo. good thing i checked my syllabus 0_o i have 30 minutes to read a packet and write discussion questions on... boooo

nowhereman · 26-10-2010, 12:27 AM

Hope you get your questions done Heather. Hows everyone?

Buttercup. · 26-10-2010, 05:31 PM

Aw hope you got it done Heather <3

I'm doing okay, how are you beautiful?

All I'm Living For · 29-10-2010, 02:08 AM

Hey guys just wanted to give you all a huge *HUG* because you're all awesome! (Even the people who I don't know are awesome

)

Oh and btw *resusitates thread*

Soph.

Buttercup. · 29-10-2010, 05:47 PM

LOVE YOU SOPH <3

Buttercup. · 30-10-2010, 05:35 AM

*sits in corner*

Buttercup. · 30-10-2010, 05:39 AM

dave is really gone. i was stupid and went on his facebook, and he has a new girlfriend. i am so lost right now. he's the only guy i could ever see myself marrying and now he's gone.

All I'm Living For · 30-10-2010, 05:41 AM

*hugs* I'm really sorry you feel so hurt sweetheart..

Buttercup. · 30-10-2010, 05:42 AM

thanks :'( i'm so afraid of being alone and now its true.

All I'm Living For · 30-10-2010, 05:47 AM

No it isn't! As I'm currently saying on your journal, it wouldn't have been right for you and Dave to stay together. Neither of you seemed happy in the relationship in the months before it ended! Even if you had ended up getting married it would have probably ended up in divorce because neither of you were happy. There are a lot of guys out there. Yes there will be relationships that don't work out but it isn't the end of the world! Let yourself grieve and then go out and try again. There is someone out there for you but you won't find him if you're stuck on Dave.

Buttercup. · 30-10-2010, 05:48 AM

I know you are right love..it's just so hard to lose him. He was perfect..

Buttercup. · 30-10-2010, 05:51 AM

I can't even talk about this right now. It's making me sick. Maybe i should just go to bed and hope for the best :/

All I'm Living For · 30-10-2010, 05:56 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by x.silence

I know you are right love..it's just so hard to lose him. He was perfect..

Was he really? It may have seemed so at the start but look back at the last few months you two were together. If he was so perfect you wouldn't have been so miserable.
Love can make a guy seem perfect even if he really isn't. And no guy is actually perfect (unfortunately). Actually I take that back, Shemar Moore is

But really, you're still looking at Dave through rose coloured glasses. He wasn't all that you made him out to be and you wanted different things out of life. He wanted to be a big shot in his field and live in the city. You want to live in the country, where there's space and with animals and be doing a job that you love rather than one that will just make you a bucket load of money.
You deserve someone that will make you happy and will love you for who you are rather than who they want you to be. That's the kind of guy that is perfect.

All I'm Living For · 30-10-2010, 05:59 AM

Have a sip of water, take a few slow, deep breaths *Cuddles*
If you're not up to talking about it it's ok. It is a lot to take in. And you probably should go to bed, it's pretty late over there! If you want to talk though, I'm here. And we can change the subject if you want :)

Buttercup. · 30-10-2010, 06:00 AM

Girl, you are exactly right. I know you are. Thank you for saying that. You are the best. I do think I'm going to get off the computer now though..I can't stop looking at old pictures :(

Love you Soph <3 Have a good day love.

All I'm Living For · 30-10-2010, 06:04 AM

You try to get a good night sleep baby girl *Cuddles* Love you too <3

Btw, it might be a good idea to start getting rid of some of the Dave stuff at some point. You're going to find it really hard to move on when you're looking at old pics. Just take it slow though. Baby steps. xx