Woke up not sure what day it was. Which makes sense considering I spent most of my weekend unconscious, then was up for a day and a half. Add to that the amount of meds I took, which made me lose 3 hours.
Threw up the cup of tea I attempted to drink yesterday and part of what I'd eaten the day before. So I need to eat and drink something when I can drag myself out of bed. My head hurts too.
And you know the funniest thing about this? When I tell my therapist all this tomorrow, she'll dismiss it completely and try to tell me I'm coping fine.
All done. I have a second session booked in on the 3rd before i'll get a decision about what trial group (dbt or no dbt) i'll go into, but they say I'm suitable for the trial this far.
I'm exhausted and now I have a 7 hour shift at work...
Rachael, I'm sorry to hear things are not going well for you..I hope you'll feel better!
Colour, I'm glad it went well. Good luck on work..I hope time passes quickly for you and that you can get some sleep when you get home..
Mark, I hope you'll be able to order your sister's present.
I feel like my mom is trying to destroy my happiness. Everything was so great(except for the heat!) and mom was just being horrible and telling me things that were really bothering me. I tried really hard not to harm myself, though while she was talking, I just felt like scratching myself violently or punching myself..or something like that..I even contemplated the idea of going into my room and cutting..but then I remembered what my boyfriend said that if he sees one new cut or whatever on me, he'll cut himself twice. So I didn't do it. So yeah.. I'm feeling better now though. Looking forward to meeting with my bff and boyfriend.
Oh Hey , Friday Morning I am going to my parents to celebrate my Grannys birthday so won't be online until the afternoon , then Saturday Morning I am going to Wendover for my Aunt and Uncle's 40th wedding annversary and am not taking my lappy so probably will be offline all Saturday and until we get back on Sunday ( My whole Family almost are staying at a B&B ) , Just so y'all know :)
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
