*hugs Wendy*- Its all in my r/v :(. Just the only support I really had was my CPN but even he doesnt really care any more. Just struggling as the day to mums thing gets closer and stuff the days get harder and the more suicidal I feel. :(.
Piran is a cool name :).
How are you Mark? Good night - hope you haev a good sleep x
Sorry for ignoring you Lucky - Well come to the thread.
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
Yeah, Piran is a wonderful name! I've never met anyone with this name, it's so unique!
I really hope you're going to feel better, Wendy!
And tinkles, it's OK, I didn't think you were ignoring me..I'm sorry you are going through such a hard time! *sends you a lot of hugs*
It's night time for me too and I have to recover(I've been a little sick a few days ago and I'm still recovering, but it's not serious or anything) so I'll be back in the morning. :D
*hugs to everyone*
sorry to hear of your struggles with the professionals. reading your r and v sounds so like i was a few months back. i can so relate. my cpn still doesnt give a ****, or return calls etc. seeing her again tomorrow. cant wait, not. just winds me up. just so you know, you are not alone.
Qualified Peer Support Worker (2017)
current mental health diagnoses: depression, PTSD, GAD, self harm, bpd
current meds (as at Feb 2017): , thyroxine, metformin, iron, b12, vit d, atenolol, Butec, Naproxen, Nefopam, Lanzoprazole, Bupropion, quetiapine (prn)
Lucky - St Piran is the patron saint of cornwall. my family are cornish. my brother met his now wife on st pirans day, then got married on st pirans day, so thought it was a fitting name
Qualified Peer Support Worker (2017)
current mental health diagnoses: depression, PTSD, GAD, self harm, bpd
current meds (as at Feb 2017): , thyroxine, metformin, iron, b12, vit d, atenolol, Butec, Naproxen, Nefopam, Lanzoprazole, Bupropion, quetiapine (prn)
Aww that is a cute story about how your nephew got his name :).
Eeeek! Aww Im sorry you have to deal with this kind of **** is well :/. My CPN is really good normally but at the moment he is clueless about how to help and what will help so im trying to plod along but its not really working well. That sucks that your CPN is soooo useless; I was reading a few peoples r/v and alot of cpns dont really care so in away im really lucky even though hes a bit lost at the moment or Im just being really difficult.
sorry for all the woe but thank you for reading the r/v x
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
no worries. my cpn is just at the point where she doesnt know what to do and because ive had to go back to work, they all assume eveything is good. its a nightmare.
wow, 2 cans of beer and its gone straight to my head. seriously want to go for a walk, but is too dangerous. so, will be finishing this can then taking my prns to knock me out for the night. always the safest solution.
Qualified Peer Support Worker (2017)
current mental health diagnoses: depression, PTSD, GAD, self harm, bpd
current meds (as at Feb 2017): , thyroxine, metformin, iron, b12, vit d, atenolol, Butec, Naproxen, Nefopam, Lanzoprazole, Bupropion, quetiapine (prn)
does anyone ever get the feeling where they feel like things are about to fall apart but it hasnt happened yet ? well thats where i am. i'll check in properly tomorrow x
A tyrant spell has bound me And I cannot, cannot go
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Emily Bronte
does anyone ever get the feeling where they feel like things are about to fall apart but it hasnt happened yet ? well thats where i am. i'll check in properly tomorrow x
Yeah, I get that a lot...
Went to the supermarket. Almost passed out. I guess the anaemia is worse than I thought - I don't really notice it when I'm doing nothing, so it's hard to tell most of the time. I know I should be taking iron tablets, but I can't bring myself to do so. Guess it's another way of "hurting" myself.
I got zero sleep last night, spent most of the night at the top of the quarry debating if I wanted to go down or not. Made a decision. I've texted my only friend and asked her if she'll come to my GP with me, and I'll ask to be admitted since my psych won't.
To say I'm completely devoid of morals, would be harsh. Although I would have to admit I find it difficult to give a ****.
hi guys hows everyone. ive been in the crisis house nearly a week now and this is the first time ive been able to access the internet. it seems to be working im back on my meds well they have changed them im now on a short course of diazapam 5mg and parxotine(spelling) has anyone got ne history of using these... after my three weeks here they are on about me going to a day hospital which i am unsure about.
any support you could give as i cant self harm or overdose here which is making things soo much harder but i said i would give it ago so thats what i am doing :(
