Non Volo, Im sorry about your friends and family honey :( it sounds hard. Can you ring your CPN or someone in your team to find out when she is back? *sending hugs*
Katie, how are you feeling? *squishes*
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
Hi hannah.
Nervous bout going school and all. Had scary incident sunday and still messing with me many way. scared. dont want leave home or go school or go in anyy vehicle or be by one. dont want be hurt or shot or an over or anythuing. scared. at school though
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Katie, Im sorry you are feeling ill :( but glad you are holding up. Stay strong hun <3 Im fine thankyou.
Katy, Im glad your holding on <3 when's your appointment honey? As Katie said there is no need to apologize, you deserve the support *hugs*
Libz, Did you go back to school today? How did it go? Im sorry about what happened hun, it sounds like a tough thing to go through. Can you talk to anyone about what happened? Is there somewhere you can go where you feel safe? You won't get hurt honey *cuddles*
Roli, Im so sorry about your lovely puppy hun. He does look like a mammoth there, try thinking of all the good times you had with him. *cuddles Roli and her doggy*
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
Huggles to all.
Charmed- Thank you. I know. I have plenty of awesome memories.
How are you huni?
*Shakes*
I don't know whats happening. I keep freaking out. Mainly at night. I can feel bugs crawling in his ears and eyes and worms. I close my eyes and I see them. Him in the soil. Things over him.
I know he's gone. I am dealing with that. I miss him terribly. We all do. But I can't deal with this. I can feel them. Agh.
My plans are still there. I leave my parents tomorrow. Back to my uni house. Back to the town. Back to the bridge. I wonder how long it will be before I jump...
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Roli - Can you please talk to someone about this? Please? I don't want you to do anything towards your plan. I know it's hard when your mind is playing tricks on you *holds you close*
Doctor Colbertface- Midday what hun? I hope its not what I think it is x
*Curls up*
Katie! *Grabs and cuddles tight*
No need. I think it will all be fine.
I'm not back at uni yet. Why would I tell people yet. They won't do anything.
People will think me weird if I start talking about bugs and bridges.
How are you honey xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Katy - Good luck for tomorrow - try to tell them what's going on with you <3 They all want to help.
Roli - Not sure. Something's not right; but I'm not sure what. I feel like I don't fit into my skin...like it's too small for me now. I don't know. I'm alone and pretty damn scared. Spoke to CPN - told him was feeling bad - like bad as in just before hospital and he said go see him tomorrow. I just...gah. Don't know. Sorry.
Roli, Is there anyone around to stay with you at night? Especially when you go to uni? Can you call anyone for when you are in uni? I know how hard nighttime can be honey, please try and stay safe then. Try and remember that what you are seeing in your head isn't real, and isnt what its really like. However hard it is. Please don't jump honey, its a long term solution to a short term problem, things will get better, you don't need to jump.
Telling people will help, its good to tell people in advance so they can help to keep you safe while you are there. Please try and reach out. *holds tight*
Katy, im glad you don't have much longer to wait [for your CMHT appointment]. How are you holding up? *hugs*
Edit: sorry im so late on replies and miss things...
Last edited by Charmed : 03-01-2012 at 10:06 PM.
Reason: Edit
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
i did go school. was ok. didnt have muuch we did which was good. i have killer headache and idk why but... could be from some pills i took this mornin...
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
