The Giant Bouncy Castle

[CoffeeawakestheArtist]

*bounces in*
I wish life was a bouncy castle with everyone from RYL, it'd make everything so much easier.

Right I have to eat my lunch in about an hour from now. I have to go out and buy it, I'm afraid I'm going to binge.

x

[pixiedust]

I wish it was too!

Can you try to not buy lots of things for a binge?

*hugs* good luck for today

[crazykat]

*Hugs Laura* Not that great but never mind. How are you?

*Hugs Hannah*

[CoffeeawakestheArtist]

HI, I'm going to try my best. I promise.
xxx

[pixiedust]

*hugs Kat* What's wrong?

I'm very nervous at the moment because I'm going to try to tell my psychologist about the other 'me's today :S

[pixiedust]

*hugs Hannah* That's good :) You can't do better than your best *hugs*

[tamobhuuta]

*hugs everyone who needs it*
sounds like a tricky day for people

[crazykat]

Had an appointment with my worker and she told me she is not going to be working with me anymore, so they are going to assign me a new support worker. So yeh not dealing with that very well plus some other stuff which I would rather not say. Why do they always leave when I start to open up to them, is there something wrong with me??? I dunno sorry I am being stupid *Hugs Laura and Hannah*

[pixiedust]

*hugs Mim* How are you?

[crazykat]

*Hugs Mim* How are you???

[pixiedust]

*hugs Kat* You're not being stupid at all and there's nothing wrong with you *hugs* Did she explain why she couldn't work with you anymore? I can imagine it's very hard for you.

[tamobhuuta]

i'm sure it's not your fault Kat, you're not stupid. sorry you'll have to get to know someone knew, that's a pain. *hugs*
i'm not good really, but staying strong *smiles*

[pixiedust]

*hugs Mim*

[crazykat]

Thanks Laura *Hugs*, yeah she did. She is going to be taking another job, logically I know this is true but yet my messed up brain feels I have done something wrong. I dunno I just don't deal well with people leaving. Sorry, I probaly sound pathetic

Oooh and Laura good luck with your pyschologist , let us know how you get on ok???

[crazykat]

Thanks mim *Hugs* I am here if you need anything k? The same goes for all of you too

[pixiedust]

You don't sound pathetic at all. I really do understand what you meant. I've been in a similar situation before and although logically you know that's not why they're leaving you, it still feels like it's your fault and they're abandoning you *hugs* I guess you'll just have to keep reminding yourself the real reason she's leaving and hope that sinks in soon. Have you spoken about how you feel about it with her? She could help to reassure you.

Thanks. I will do. I'm really scared because I'm scared she'll think I'm 'mad' or that there's something 'wrong'. I like pixie, I don't want to get rid of her. The only reason I'm going to try and say something is because I know 'her' will interfere with the CBT, so I thought I should say.

[crazykat]

Thanks Laura, well actually I don't think I will be seeing her again but will try and talk to my doctor about how I feel and see what she says. I don't think she will think you are mad, I think you are very brave for telling her *Hugs*

[pixiedust]

I hope your doctor can help.

Eek I've got half an hour until I have to leave :S

*hugs*

[crazykat]

Yeah thanks and good luck *hugs*

[pixiedust]

Thanks *hugs*