sorry yeah i meant only if i knew it :( i didn't mean you had to tell me what your name is :( sorry i didn't make myself clear.
and also sober means that you won't feel crap tomorrow morning. it's really hard to break the drinking habit, but it gets easier. it really does. and when you wake up tomorrow and you haven't drank you should feel proud of yourself :)
what's making you feel bad angel? try some distractions maybe to take your mind off things.
Thank you. That's very kind and I appreciate it a lot..
I don't really know what the matter is. Just feeling crap in general. Nothing specific really. I know I just need to make myself go to bed because when I'm asleep it won't matter anymore because I'm unconscious, but I can't seem to bring myself to go. I don't really know why. And I really want a cigarette as well :(
Yeah, maybe. I wish I was off tomorrow night so I could drink. But then maybe it's good I'm at work because not drinking is the better choice. I nearly drank AT work the other day. Which is a really bad idea.
I've got an assesment tomorrow and I'm really worried about what to say and what not to say. I'm scared that if I say certain things, they will take my prescription pain meds away, or I will get sacked from my job because they will have to notify them, or it will affect my future and I won't be able to get a job as a social worker, or I will end up in a psychiatric unit. I don't even know if I can say it on here because I feel like they'll (work) find out somehow.
So basically, I think I'm going to end up saying pretty much nothing, apart from about self harm and drinking and feeling down/depressed and about my anger, because I'm scared and then that's pretty pointless because I won't get any help and I've just waited around for nothing.
I don't know what to do :(
Oh & I've quit smmoking a month ago. Finding it really tough at the moment.
**** I just accidently pressed f5 and it refreashed my page and I lost my long reply!
Angel, my first day at LGBT youth group I was very quiet, but made to feel welcomed as the staff there normally get someone who has been going a while to talk to a new person and show them around the building. It was over 2 years ago now so I can't remember it very well.
Heaven- what happened?
how are you Tinkles and Lotti?
Meg- sorry you're feeling crap and for no specific reason. good luck with your assessment, please try to be honest with them, I know it's scary but they can help you best if you are honest. good for you for quitting smoking, keep going strong with it. It's fine to call me Oliver. I often forget what my username is and get confused when people start takling to this random person called frenchhorn!!
We didn't go to the allotment in the end because of the rain, but instead we made some signposts for the allotment which involved lots of sawing which was fun, I love a good old bit of DIY.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
