The Honesty Box

[silverchair1]

i think it's too late to fix me

[MammaMia]

I'm so jealous of you, yet so happy. ARGH!!!

nothing is worth this much pain. i give up. I've had this hold over me for too long and it's squeezed me so tight. no one can't ultimately stop me so ive just got to go get some more and then i will be free.

[realflifefaerie]

I'm angry at myself because I know I have a problem yet Im too weak to face it

[shadowedseraph]

I dont know if i can give up being broken. I dont remember what it feels like to be whole

if someone gave me a way out now or just a little nudge id take it. i WANT TO BE DEAD sooooo much im gonna do it now i have officially given up im on my own. i hate myself sooo much

[MammaMia]

I hate this emotion when it's because of you.

[realflifefaerie]

I like that my stomach won't shut up, it pushes me on

[jrayherself]

I lied about my depression to pass the psych evaluation to get my job. It doesn't make me feel better to talk about it but at least I got it out to someone.

I have been thinking a lot about killing myself. I just want it all to end. I hate myself. I am never good enough for anyone.

[pez_barbie]

My truths

I'm not as strong as people think i am.

Im supposed to be free (technically i am) but i still keep tools in my locker at work.

I got them by guilt tripping one of the guys at work with the whole "you cant stop me so its better if you get me something clean" argument.

I want to harm just cos i miss the feeling so much so that i physically fidgeted and squirmed arguing with myself.

I walked away from my best friend because he wasn't good for me and logically i know this was the best thing but its eating me up inside.

[realflifefaerie]

I've never felt so isolated as I do right now. And at the moment I have more people than ever before around me

[mybigcomedownnn]

i hide in my weed habit so im seen as a stoner and not as the ****ed up loser i really am.

[Biba]

I couldnt be honest if u paid me.. ( in relation to my s/h prob).. as i could not be arsed... plus no one would belive me.. as im to giddy/happy.. so honesty.... whats that. aaaargh lol

[zowie]

I'm just being lazy.

[etreindre_moi]

Sometimes I wish I didn't have a little brother. He's the only reason I'm still alive - because I don't want to f**k up his life by ending mine. How am I going to know when he'll be old enough to deal with it? It does my head in.

everything is moving soooooo fast and i want it to stop

[realflifefaerie]

I dont feel like you care

[shadowedseraph]

i hate myself and want to end it all

[zowie]

I still miss you. And I still love you. So so much.