I can't get you out of my head. Get the **** out of there.
I keep seeing things which remind me of you. I keep dreaming dreams with you in, hearing things which make me think of you.
(I'm not talking about someone I've loved romantically by the way, although it may seem that way)
I miss you so much. You helped me so much, & now you've just disappeared.
I don't know where you are, what you're doing, how to contact you.. I gave you my email address & phone number in the hope that you'd get in contact with me once you got to your new school & it's been nearly 2 months & you've made NO contact.
I did a lot of stuff for you, as you did a lot for me.. & here I am, without you.
You meant a lot to me. You were a HUGE part of my support network, you kept me safe from harm a lot of the time without even knowing it.. Just your presence reassured me.. You let me write in diaries & emails about how I was feeling &.. Now..
I can't cope with this. Just the occassional email would do.
Just reassure me that you know I'm in existance. That you remember I'm alive, remember who I am.. Please.. Just..
I'm starting to feel more anger & irritation at you than admiration, & that's not what I want to happen.. Please.. *Sigh*
How can you do this. You are not apart of my family you are just a boyfriend I understand including you ect making you welcome, But whenever your here why do I feel like a guest in my own home. I darnt speak or make a sound. When your here I have to sit on the floor so you can paw at my sister on the sofa. If i utter a sentence to my parents you cut me off half way through. I feel so ignored around you. YOU make me feel so unwelcome in MY home . I try to watch tv and all you do is talk over it make jokes I wish you would go away I wish you wern't around so I felt like i could talk to my family. I stay away from my house to avoid you. I darnt invite alan over you take up so much room you wont even let him sit on the sofa.
PLEASE JUST LEAVE
X-Our-Lady-Of-Sorrows-X
You're not in this alone
But your words are like weapons
You keep them inside
TheyCUT like a knife
I'm ok, but I still feel a bit sensitive today. I don't know why, (other than the mean reds are back.) I'm sorry. I know you understand, but bless I wish you didn't have to. I will try and not be too much like hard work today *cudlles you by way of an advance apology* you know me i'm just so explosive sometimes.
Play the game out
Amor Vincit Omnia
Dad 10/11/2008 Always our sunshine, I'm still playing for the town hall clock
I can't ever say it, but i love you. And sometimes the fact that you don't love me back makes me hate you.
i wish i had never been born.
i am ashamed of not being good enough.
Do you want in or out of my life?
I didn't want to break up with you, but you don't love me like you said you did that one day.
I love you more than anyone I've ever loved, more than anything on this planet. I don't know how I was able to fall for you so quickly. I want to be with you. But I can't take any more hurt. It's not like you don't realize what you're doing to me, because you do.
I cut again today.
Not that you know this.
You may be in love with her.
But I'm more in love with you, then she ever will me.
"The word 'crazy' is one of those that is undefinable. Sure, it may be in the dictionary. However no one you ask will be able to tell you what it means without personal view involved, and just factual information. Most will tell you it means 'not sane'. But if nobody knows what it means to be crazy, how can we know how to be sane?
Does that make us all crazy?"
I hate that you're so perfect. EVERYONE's heard of you. EVERYONE knows how smart you are. And that means that everyone expects me to be just as smart as you are. Well I'm not. And it rips my heart a little more every single time that I find out I'm not as good as you again. And then, everyone makes it worse by saying "It's okay. Don't worry about it. Is there anything I can do?" Just leave me to my damn peace ( or agony. Either works )
I may only seem to be a drunken,
vice-ridden gnome whose friends are just pimps and girls from the brothels.
But I know about art and love,
if only because I long for it with every fiber of my being.
I LOVE YOU more than i have ever loved anyone in my whole entire life. I wish you loved me the way i love you, you are the most amazing person i have ever met. I cant see why anyone wouldnt think you were perfect. TO ME, YOU ARE PERFECT!! I want you in my life for the rest of my life. I just wish you knew how i really felt. Im sorry! Please dont ever leave me!
I love you. Well I think I do. We're getting married aren't we? Is it so bad that I whish I knew what would have happened with Him if I had never met you?
seventy-seven x seven is 539. 5+3+9=17. I don't know what this means. But I like Maths.
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Sorry for letting you down.... I can't believe I'm always ill....
I could be your everything, you could be my all.
But whenever you take a stand, instantly I fall.
Like dust blown in a gentle breeze.
This assertive passivity will never make us happy.
