"I'm haunted, by the lives that I have loved and actions I have hated. I am haunted by the promises I've made and others I have broken, I, I'm haunted by the lives that would dwell inside my haunted head."
"Why am I this way? Tell me why. Why am I this way? WHY?!
Open wounds in the palms of my hands festering through infections time.
I feel so faint as my life spills over you.
Back step over glass as I repent. I fear I cannot prevent myself
from spilling your life all over me.
Go! I'm so sick, so sick of myself. Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself. I'm premature in my decay.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself. Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
Shards of glass swimming in my eyes. A small voice in the back of my mind
that's whispering words I never want to hear.
I pray that you won't hesitate as you watch me degenerate, to reach
in my wounds and extract all of my fear.
Yeah! I'm so sick, so sick of myself. Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself. I'm premature in my decay.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself. Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
My suffocation, asphyxiation.
I've been choking on my own blood.
My suffocation, asphyxiation.
I've been choking on my own blood.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself. Mother, say you'll pray for me!"
"I'm here so care for me, laugh with me. While I'm near smile just for a while. Oh, sweet lies of yours of many mouths. I'm here so die with me, smile with me. While I'm near smile juts for a while. Oh, sweet lies of yours of many mouths."
"I fly alone and rest before the dawn, I fly alone and dread the day I was born. In my room, for once in my life I'm not suicidal. I fly alone, I am a lifeless clown."
"Oh, I could throw you in the lake or feed you poisoned birthday cake, I won't deny I'm gonna miss you when you're gone. Oh, I could bury you alive but you might crawl out with a knife and you kill me when I'm sleeping that's why I can't decide whether you should live or die. Oh, you'll probably go to heaven, please don't hang your head and cry."
"Summer, I painted a scene that lit the stars for me, said "I can erase it for you dear". That Summer created those words that came to life in three, they were denied by you. Summer, I laid down below the glitter adorned night and silently sparkled my own way. Summer, I laid down by you and shared my frail light, you gave the dark to me.
I looked inside to find (I wanted to insinuate) the one I sent away, I nearly frozed when I stepped inside (I remain and self-mutilate) to find the flowers turned to grey, I closed my eyes and kissed them one last time, oh...
will you cry for me? Will you cry for me? Or will you cry with me? Will you cry for me? Will you cry for me? Or will you cry with me? I've been a lonely one (Will you cry for me?), I've had this whole (Or will you cry with me?) world drained from me! Will you cry for me? Will you cry with me? I've had this world DRAINED FROM ME! DRAINED FROM ME!"
Why does the sun go on shinning? Why does the sea rush to shore? Don't they know it's the end of the world 'cause you don't love me anymore? Why do the birds go on singing? why do the stars glow above? Don't they know it's the end of the world, it ended when I lost your love...why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine cry? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when you said goodbye.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
don't disguise your emptiness
by placing blame on me and everyone else
protected by your safety net
but you can't put the heart of your fears at rest
all i feel is deep regret for what you have become
It's hard to say how I feel today for years gone by, and I cried. It's hard to say that I was wrong, It's hard to say I miss you. Since you've been gone, it's not the same.
Tonight I'm alive just to say I love you to death.
cause maybe;
you're gonna be the one that saves me
and after all
you're my wonderwall
i said maybe;
you're gonna be the one that saves me
and after all
you're my wonderwall
i dont even know who this is to..
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
And by my own admission you'll find that my condition is worse than you've imagined you're better off if you know that every time before that I have tried to measure pain inside You can't ignore it right now I can't ignore it
I submit no excuse
If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake
If I could I would shrink myself
Sink through your skin to your blood cells
Remove whatever makes you hurt
But I am too weak to be your cure
