All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*cuddles Crimson* Read your earlier post(s) and wish that I could help you as well. Keep plugging on... How's WoW going? :D Does it cheer you up at all? keep you distracted? because it does me. I FINALLY completed a warlock quest today on Silvermoon server (41 gnome 'lock :D, named Shadedsoul if you want to look her up on the Armory), that's been waiting in the wings for probably about 6 months now. Gahh. That's what happens when you have a ton of toons, lol. :-/ What levels are yours on Runetotem? and Alliance or Horde? I'm thinking of starting a night elf hunter or something on that server, but we'll see. :) Sorry for all of the WoW-speak, hopefully it got your mind off of things for a bit? *cuddles*
:) i mailed em to you on permasoul the other day lol WoW is good when i wanna escape people other than D... for that I go out for a walk, hide in the bathroom or go to bed.
*cuddles Kat and tucks her into bed* Sleep well.
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Can't sleep , I don't understand it I'm TIRED but just laying there tossing and turning is getting me frustrated so I'll hang out in here for a few minutes I think
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*huggles Mark* your mind keeping you awake or just can't get comfy?
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Mind keeping me awake with unsafe thoughts , I'm just gonna sit here for ten minutes and munch on handfuls of cereal and then try and sleep again . I don't want to be too tired when I have visitors tommorow:S
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I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
No I haven't had tea . I'm gonna give sleep another go , I ended up eating a bowl of cereal :( Stress / comfort eating . Night Again.
*Hugs crimson and Helen*
If I'm still awake in a bit I'll try tea though :)
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*huggles Mark* night. *waves*
*finds and huggles Helen*
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Tea? when I couldn't sleep I found this herbal infusion calledd "night-time tea" it was very good and did seem to help. What visitors do you have tomorrow Mark? Hope you get to sleep soon.
I've just finished for the evening, went to they gym, ate a proper dinner, started my PhD application letter, started brainstorming for the presentation I have to give at an interview next week and had a long skype chat to my boyf. He looked tired :( So have decided to try and fit it all in, PhD application, work trip to Copenhagen and an interview all by next friday. I hope the ash cloud doesn't stop me from going home. I still feel a bit over my head but if I think about the tasks separately and allocate time to them I can hopefully get it all done with out turning into a complete mess. I know it probably doesn't sound like I'm fitting in much but it's all such a big deal to deal with.
*hugs everyone* sorry too many posts to catch up on for separate responses
hey Helen, what's up?
hi Crimson, how are you?
cuddles Julie cos I sees her
"I am me and me is good enough if I would only be it openly"
Thanks Hannah :( So much ****, a lot of it's in my thread which you've seen already. I just want to be happy & to be okay and my best friends too :'( Is that too much to ask?
Tea? when I couldn't sleep I found this herbal infusion calledd "night-time tea" it was very good and did seem to help. What visitors do you have tomorrow Mark? Hope you get to sleep soon.
I've just finished for the evening, went to they gym, ate a proper dinner, started my PhD application letter, started brainstorming for the presentation I have to give at an interview next week and had a long skype chat to my boyf. He looked tired :( So have decided to try and fit it all in, PhD application, work trip to Copenhagen and an interview all by next friday. I hope the ash cloud doesn't stop me from going home. I still feel a bit over my head but if I think about the tasks separately and allocate time to them I can hopefully get it all done with out turning into a complete mess. I know it probably doesn't sound like I'm fitting in much but it's all such a big deal to deal with.
*hugs everyone* sorry too many posts to catch up on for separate responses
hey Helen, what's up?
hi Crimson, how are you?
cuddles Julie cos I sees her
Mark's visitors are his housing support worker and mayhaps the e-on people if i recall right.
I still feel like the hurtable part of me has been taken out... *shrugs* and I can't wait to leave work and go home
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í 