Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
I'm good :) Days of cuddles and chatting make Annatron happy.
Oh and Lord of the Rings xD Although I missed the last half hour (it was extended edition). It was alright but apparently films 2&3 are better :)
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
Sorry I was getting food.
I want to move out. Like now. I'm sick of my parents and their stupid judgemental ways.
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
for half a second there Anna I thought you were talking about THIS house you wanted to move out of.
Don't Frighten us like that :`(
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
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Even though they’ve pretty much never spoken to him, my parents have decided they don’t like my boyfriend.
I’m sick of my mother’s stupid little comments.
Like today, when I said we watched Lord of the Rings, she was like "well thats terrible of him to make you watch things he likes and not come to see the film you're going to see at the cinema." Yeah, mother, except the difference is I've been meaning to see LotR for ages and it's free, whereas it's going to cost him £9 to see a film he doesn't want to.
And, for example, he joked that my house looked like we were in the process of unpacking, and I told her that, like all jokey, and she told my dad as if he'd said it really horribly.
I've said to my mam before he's antisocial, and she said that to my dad just now in a really horrible way. When I was in the kitchen I heard my dad say "yeah I can just imagine HIM sitting here with us and ..." and i didnt hear what else he said, and when I came back into the room my mam nudged my dad and shouted him to shut up. Then wouldn't tell me what they/he said.
I cannot be doing with this, seriously. They're like children or bitchy teenagers. They're like this with pretty much everyone; just assume people are a certain way and talk about them all the time.
They do it with pretty much all of my cousins boyfriends/girlfriends. I thought they might have been a bit different as it's their daughter, but no. They were never like this with my brother’s girlfriends. Never. It's because I'm f**king DIFFERENT, because i give a sh*t about my education, and we're intelligent and nerds and weird. She talks sh*t about me as well, and they're pathetic and I want to live with people I like rather than these borderline chavs.
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*Sigh*
I know its stupid to be so annoyed. They still need to meet him properly first, actually talk to him. My best friend assured me that her parents were awful about her boyfriend at first and that they'll warm up to him.
But my mother is just so bitchy and gossipy and judgemental. She's supposed to be an adult, not a hormonal 14 year old girl.
I just don't know if they will warm up to him. Like I said. They think I'm weird and talk about me all the time like I'm a freak, and I'm their own child. It's so annoying. I go through phases like this where I can't stand them and then we'll all be friends and I'll feel so fortunate for having this family and then I realise the whole thing is just a big show and I'm just a weird outcast.
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
right. im sorry i tried not to do this.
i know its all mope and s**t from me right now but today im not fussed.
i need hugs and comfort.
even if im p***ing everyone off with my 'problems'
hugs?
