I can't keep being the parent to you both!!!!! I have my own stuff that I'm trying to deal with and I don't have the answers for that let alone your work related issues and your marriage issues!
I'm 23 and your 55 and 57 respectively!!!!
Please I can't cope with it all.
Also maybe instead of just bombarding me and telling me your fed up of "pussy-footing" (really you believe thats what your doing?!) around me you could maybe ask if I'm ok when you come home?
Sorry know thats too much to ask
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
I would fucking beg you to help me but it wouldn't change anything, because none of you would care if I was gone anyway.
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
I regret throwing it away. I keep crying because I shouldn't be here! Right now I hate you so much for the power you have over me. Why didn't I just lie?
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
B- I'm so sorry about my actions today in English. Please forgive me.
D- I'm so sick of dancing around the subject of my self- harm. Please! Don't act like it doesn't happen. Don't get all quiet when someone talks about cutting. TALK to me!
M- I'm sorry.
A- You are so ignorant and naive, you TOLD me to do it! you TOLD me to cut myself! Why would you do this to me? Why would I listen to you??
L- Sometimes, I'm scared you'll wake up one day, and realize what I really am, and you'll leave me.
J-Thank you. You really make me smile. And yes, I DO care about you.
N- I'm sorry.
K-Why would you do it??
KB- Why do you place everybody before yourself? Why can't you just love yourself?
All- I love you.
Im sorry. I dont know what happened, they are so close to sectioning me,I fought everyone last night, physically the paramedics, nurses, doctors because I just wanted them to let me go. id never usually do that. Now more than the feelings and actions that resulted in me being there,I just want to give up fighting,not just being sectioned, but life,I just want to be gone.I'm exhausted and I cant do it anymore.
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Please come and visit me. It's been ages since I've seen you, and you're pretty much the only friend I have who has always been able to cheer me up. You're one of my best friends, and you practically lived at my house last year, but because of uni this year, I've only been texting you, sometimes. You know you can just drop by; you used to do it all the time. So please, come and visit me
I've been getting really lonely lately. Falling down again; it's getting bad. My motivation is quickly running down - today I wasn't even out of bed until midday, and not dressed for another hour. I can't be bothered doing anything. I need you to visit. Apart from the fact you cheer me up a bit, you will make me do something. You will make me leave the house, and I'll feel ok doing it because I'm not by myself.
Just, please. I really need this.
I REALLY HATE HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO STUPID.
YEAH, you treat me like you should be better than this but then the next I am some stupid kid...
I can't wait to grow up and move out and get away from you where my life can be complete with out you
"Sometimes I Wish I could save you. And there's so many things that I want you to know.. I won't give up tillit'sover, if it takes you forever I want you to know that...If you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up off the ground. If you lose faith in you, I'll give you strength to pull through. Tell me you won't give up 'causeI'll be waiting if you fall, you know, I'll be there for you." -Save You by Simple Plan
The best piece of advice I can give? It doesn't get easier, time doesn't make things easier, you think to yourself "how the fuck am I going to cope" but you always manage to, always. Hold on.
Why can this country not cope with cold weather??!! It's not like we never have cold weather!
Every fucking year it's like 'shit, frost, wasn't expecting that'
My train has now been stuck in the middle of nowhere for about 15 mins while some guys try to fix the fault.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
why does it still hurt so much. Im trying really I am. But I just can't let go. And the pretending and acting that it's ok is killing me inside. I dont want to be the strong one any more. I hate how you turned me into this emotional wreck
You probably don't understand, most people don't. You will never understand how much anger, how much self-hatred someone must have to take a razor to themselves and cut into their own skin.
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