Twinnie - aww, thankyou, you can always text me too, always. I'm always on my phone, it's like an arm to me! Always with me haha, so addicted to it, it's insane! I think I'll write some stuff down for my CPN, I'm kinda crappy when it comes to talking, so maybe writing it down might be good! I hope you have a good day lovely, and that things aren't too difficult for you. I hope your phone call goes okay, as okay as it can be, is it a general phone call to talk about things, or is it for something else? *cuddles you*
Kat - I'm glad you're okay, here if you need to talk though :)
Heh, Buffy rules. And Angel. Alyson is amazing, I love her too Mark. She's in that show on E4 now, forgot it's name! She's changed though! I loved her & Tara together, so so so amazing. *boo hoo because Tara died... but I loved it when Willow went dark crazy!*
I'ver got itunes on shuffle, pondering tennis.......I don't really like it though
I've got the entire second season of Buffy to watch but no concentration grr
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Cryptic ~ Good idea to write something down =] Therapist rings me weekly because I can't go and see him but he doesn't want to leave me with no contact when they sectioned me for it last year. We usually discuss stuff like my emetophobia because can do it over the phone but today it was the whole, "I'm going blind" discussion
Hope you & Mark & Sarah (the other one lol) enjoy your soaps/tv/Buffy etc!
*cuddles twinnie* Aww lovely, I'm sorry. I wish I could take all your pain away. It makes me really sad to see you hurting so much... but you're so strong, you can and will make it through this. I'm here always, too. xxxx Are you up to anything today? Try to be gentle with yourself, do things you really like/enjoy/calm you/soothe you, what about a nice bubble bath with candles lit around you? Or just chillaxing on the sofa/bed and relaxing?
Mark - how odd! I'm watching season 2 too! I'm on the "Ted" episode. Maybe try watching a bit of it at a time and do something else in between if you're having trouble focusing?
Bless you. After speaking with GP today, I feel more equipped to manage with the symptoms and also what is happening to me. =] I've got my sofa bed out yippee so hopefully be joining you all with watching something good on tv!
*Hugs Sarah*That's why music can help , one folk song , then pop/metal/rock/country . 4-5 minutes at a time. There a Ted in How I Met You Mother too, coincidence? I hardly think so :P
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
so i just got my email (for the interview) and im trying to edit it so it looks like it says the interview has been postponed so my mums believes me...web of lies has now officially been spun.
I feel sick about lying, but i decided it was easier than lying about going to the actual interview...what do you guys think would be easier to not get caught out on ?
A tyrant spell has bound me And I cannot, cannot go
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Emily Bronte
I'm not sure. Potentially saying it has been re arranged because then i just need to be out of the house with my friend hidden from my family somewhere, and I dont have to lie about having my MH assessment this way, so i can tell my mum what they say, even if it is that ive been admitted.
A tyrant spell has bound me And I cannot, cannot go
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Emily Bronte
CONGRATULATIONS MARK!!!!Wow, 1 year is amazing!!! Keep up the hard work you are doing amazing!!!
Welldone Colour for getting to work today :)
Sarah, Unless you are in great danger of yourself they will try not to admit you on your first assessment. When i went to my first assessment they tried and i just said if you admit me now i wont come back after this and ****... I was in a mixed state so all my emotions were everywhere. anyway they decided against it after that. Hun, i know why you dont want to tell your mum but do you think she might understand if she realised things are really bad for you again and that you need this assessment more than that job atm?
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
it was only 2 weeks ago that my mum found out i was suicidal and i was sent to the crisis team... now she thinks im perfectly fine and i was never suicidal. She threw up in the doctors surgey when she found out and i cantdo that to her again.. you know?
A tyrant spell has bound me And I cannot, cannot go
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Emily Bronte
