Katy... Is a sign youre not alone. Not that you dont deserve help or others dont care. Youll get help soon. Keep talkin to us if it helps. My PM box is always open anytime.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
i call last words then :P bt... no such thing as deserving help. everyone needs it and do deserve it whe they need it. no need shut up. im always here if wanna talk. youre welcome. help is on its way :) dont give up.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Muchlove. Ty for caring. I am safe tonight. Don't feel so terribly awful as I usually do. How are you doing now hon? How are you feeling?
Libz. How are you doing sweetie? How's home?
Dr you deserve help and we all here want to help if you're willing to stay. I understand your feelings but it's not right because you are so depressed you can't see clearly. But we do care. People care. Sad that you are feeling sad.
muchlove - I'm sorry you didn't feel like crisis believed you; do you think you're going to be able to hand over the pills tomorrow? I really hope you can. You're not a waste of time/resources. You deserve their support as much as anyone else.
non volo - I don't know if you've sorted out what she said but you can always PM me if you want another view on it.
Katy - Yes, it does really matter if you die. You're a good person and you don't deserve this pain you're struggling with. Like Libz said; it's proof you're not alone in how you're feeling, not that there are other people who need help more than you. I really wish you would talk to someone about how you're struggling - you need support around you right now.
Libz - how're you doing today honey?
Rachel - I agree with muchlove; you're supporting people loads - how're you feeling tonight about everything? I've been worried about you not posting much the last couple of days <3
Roli - I don't know if you're about but how're you doing?
out of ashes - Sorry you're struggling. Can you call someone to talk to? Crisis or a helpline?
katie... i really struggling...
mum... home bettter quite some in some areas. my dad an i doin better. but the girls beatin up on me more. but theyre gettin introuble. some worse like younger sis katie. and one my brothers who bad man keeps comin. nightmares to...
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
*hugs Libz*
sorry you're struggling honey. We're all here for you. Can always PM me if want to talk. I don't have many words but I'll try to help.
x Katie x
Well I'm going to Animefest one last time in september, then after its over I say goodbye to my friends and then at midnight that last night, I'm gonna shoot myself, simple enough
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
Just cant go without sayin.... Been told happy new years couple times already... whats happy bout it? and whats new? only thing is i turn eighteen. dont mean crud till end of may beginning of june of next year meaning 2013 which is when i can actually do anything though.
Its the same old last year just reoccuring. nothing new happens. Just more added hell, starving self, cuts, hits and deadly ways of copin... I hate the new years. i hate all holidays. im a depressed whore and who cares irl. so then i sits here. locking my self in a room with tears strolling down my fast and NOBODY knows except those who read this. Noone irl will know. and if they ddid theyd ask why then tell me to grow hte hell up. sorry i say. just... only reason keep going really are rylers... but then will come the point that will have no meaning. then again i start playing with fire hopin my secret wish comes ture. Kill me.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
paper-wings - why do you feel like you won't make it? Have you got support around you?
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Originally Posted by Charmed
Paper wings, is there anyone around to help at the moment? You can make it, I believe in you <3
Sorry it took me a while to reply...
I guess it's just because I don't seem to find any enjoyment in anything, I am really struggling with my academic work, I don't have any real friends who would actually want to spend time with me... I just look at everything in my life, which should be making me happy and it just doesn't, it just looks like a downward slope from here on. I hate myself and just being me, so I dunno, it just all feels pointless.
Im better some :) No cuts or burns last night or ODs. Just some scratchin. Thas all.
Thanks.
How are you doin now muchlove? You have an appointment today?
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Hello, i don't have the energy to read through the posts, sorry, how is everyone doing? *hugs*
Katie sorry you dont have words.. you okay?
I've just about ruined my life. I hate New Years why is it even there? Its just a pointless time, another night, where everyone should be happy. I was supposed to be having fun, with all my friends. I never go out, but i did last night. Massive mistake. I tried to kill myself multiple times last night/this morning, in front of everyone, but i was too stupid for it to actually work. Why did i do that to my friends? Why didnt it work? The odds should of been in my favour ut should of worked at least once. I hate myself so much. Im so stupid.
Im so sorry everyone. I realise you dont particularly want to read this, i dont know what to do anymore i cant take it.
Im sorry.
*hugs to everyone*
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
