Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
Hi I'm Evan, also known as Ev.
I like people for being people not what they have in their pants. I am also Trans* on the male side of the spectrum in terms of identity.
I love reading, and watching films.
My dog (Kingston) is my world.
Looking to meet new people to chat too so i guess this is a good place to start :)
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You see things. You understand. You're a wallflower.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Im depressed and in shock as i just found my boyfriend after he killed himself
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
Ouuu, I didn't know we had a rainbow room!
I'm good, guess I should mention I'm an ftm transsexual and engaged to a lovely man (also ftm transsexual).
He's asleep next to me right now, hehe :3
Omg, Scarred for life, are you okay..?
Damien♫♪
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, the know how to swim
Im depressed and in shock as i just found my boyfriend after he killed himself
Oh my, that's horrible.
Look after yourself, lots of nice self care treats and things, and remember there are always people here for you to talk too. My inbox is always open
*hugs* (if you want them)
You see things. You understand. You're a wallflower.
Im not okay, I'm feeling suicidal and there is nothing left in life for me *accepts the hugs*
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
Hun, don't give up. Hang in there. We're here for you <3
Damien♫♪
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, the know how to swim
*hugs back* I know some of you are, but others.. Dont believe it.
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
Well, I'm here for you. Have you tried going into the chat?
Damien♫♪
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, the know how to swim
Chat doesnt work on myphone and im in hospital so probably shouldnt even be on here :/
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, the know how to swim
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, the know how to swim
