My silence solidifies,
until that hollow void erases you,
erases you so I can't feel at all.
But if I never feel again, at least that nothingness
will end the painful dream, of you and me...
If things get real for me down here, promise to take me to
before you went away, if only for a day.
If things get real for me down here, promise to take me back to
the tune we played before you went away.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
I love Alcohol Induced Altruism(Laura) I still say a church steeple with a lightning rod on top shows a lack of confidence - Doug McLeod Those who believe in absurdities will commit atrocities - Voltaire
somewhere deep inside
something's got a hold on you
and it's pushing me aside
see it stretch on forever
I know I'm right
for the first time in my life
that's why I tell you
you'd better be home soon
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
When you call she doesn't answer, when you write she doesn't answer
When you go out you see him with her, she told you she was sick at home
The ring you gave her thrown away with all the letters
and When you see him with her, he doesn't even care at all
She follows him around like you follow her around
He doesn't even care and your figuring it out
The only way your gonna keep somebody around
Well I'm about to let you know
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I don't mind spending every day, out on your corner in the pouring rain.
Look for the girl with the broken smile,ask her if she wants to stay a while.
And she will be loved,and she will be loved,and she will be loved,and she will be loved.
I know where you hide,alone in your car.
Know all the things that make you who you are.
I know that goodbye means nothing at all.
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls.
Tap on my window,knock on my door.
I want to make you feel beautiful.
Turn away
If you could get me a drink, of water
'cause my lips are chapped and faded
call my aunt marie
help her gather all my things
and bury me in all my favorite colors
my sisters and my brothers still
I will not kiss you
'cause the hardest part of this
is leaving you
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
You done too much much too young
now your chained to the cooker
making currant buns for tea
I love Alcohol Induced Altruism(Laura) I still say a church steeple with a lightning rod on top shows a lack of confidence - Doug McLeod Those who believe in absurdities will commit atrocities - Voltaire
Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Little tune
Alright?
I'm not gonna wait for you tonight.
Live from the stage
I'm sure
I'm not gonna wait for you anymore in new wave its alright.
I'm walking away from you tonight.
Live on the stage
I'm sure
I'm not gonna look at you anymore
The same way.
Now some of us are weak, and some endure
And some people live their lives, with a violence that's pure and clean
But I saw a man cry once, down on his knees
In the corner of a darkened cell, and his pain meant nothing to me
But I was younger then, and young men never die
When I walked out in the sun, I was strong, clear minded,
and blind
And please don't ask me a question, you'll just be misunderstood
And if you could step inside me, you'd feel what hatred brings
And if you could see with my eyes, you'd see what self-deception means
I was younger once, and I created a lie
And though my body was strong, I was self-deluded, confident,
and blind
Now show some pity, for the weak of will
Because when we're drinking, we can never be filled
And show some understanding, for the lonely fool
Because when l'm drinking, l'm out of control
No I was never young, and nothing has transpired
And when I look in the mirror, I feel dead, I feel cold,
I am blind.
my whole life has been. running with the wind. and playing with the cowards. it’s so hard to see. i’m fractured within. a poet in a window. we’re bastards and thieves. we’re lovers and saints. we’re holding on to mourning. and in the shadows i will be. until the sunlight melts away. until we tire of murder...fill me up with love...say goodbye when you leave. remember to breath. remember to listen. it’s getting harder to be. the son you want of me. the son i’ll never be.
