how could you cheat on me, then turn your back on me?
you told me all the lines and hypnotyized I believed
and now with all your pride you still can't look me in the eyes
and now in all your shame you cant even speak my name.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
We're not alone in this psychrodrome, but I know that I don't want to lose yah,
afraid of the walls behind closed doors well I'm just a baby in your arms.
Never argue with an idiot, they drag you down to their level & beat you with experience
there's a pretty girl somewhere with a pretty name
but I could never let you know how much this means
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
♥ i get high when i see you go by
my oh my
when you sigh my, my inside just flies
butterflies
why am i so shy when im beside you?
its only love and that is all
why should i feel the way i do?
its only love and that is all
but its so hard loving youuu ♥
It's worse, worse than you think
If truth be told,
I'll tell you that you're love sick
I am sweet so everybody takes a bite,
dig in, I'm the catalyst to your demise
Words are cheap, so I'll sell you a line,
like the way you acted that night
Second best, is what, what you want then
it won't cost you that much, but me
How I wish you could see the potential,
the potential of you and me.
It's like a book elegantly bound but,
in a language that you can't read.
Just yet.
You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.
You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.
There are days when outside your window
I see my reflection as I slowly pass,
and I long for this mirrored perspective
when we'll be lovers, lovers at last.
You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.
You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.
I will possess your heart.
I will possess your heart.
You reject my... advances... and desperate pleas...
I won't let you... let me down... so easily.
So easily.
You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.
You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.
You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.
I will possess your heart.
I will possess your heart.
I'm not uncomfortable, feeling weird
Lonely leered, options disappeared
But I know what to do
Son of Sam, son of a doctor's touch, a nurse's love
Acting under orders from above.
could i trouble you?
don't you know who you, are?
since it became unglued,
i finally picked up all the parts
cause it seems we come together, when we come apart,
we made that big connection,
i built it with my house of......................
i wrote an epitaph,
less than a paragraph, today
i rolled it up and smoked it,
and took it to my insides, im ashamed,
cause when i troubled you,
you didnt even know, just who you were,
but you've came unglued,
and all thats left were all, my words.....
that mean nothing to you at all,
cause my world...... means nothing to you at all,
yeah my world.......it means nothing to you at all,
cause my world..... it means nothing to you at all,tell the truth,[so tell the truth]
i said im sorry,i said im sorry, to you,
we answer questions,pretending to,
oh yah its all good,
when im sober.
but im on this.
cause im a loser,
oh yeah its so bad,
when its all gone,im sorry,
for you, cause my world.......it means nothing to you at all,
when my world........it means nothing to you at all,
ya my world........ means nothing to you at all
cause my world....... means nothing to you at all, tell the truth
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So I'll blame it on bad luck and I'll shake responsibility.
I spent some time in a bad place at 18, wishing I could see something through clear eyes.
Do you ever wake up to realize your life is meaningless?
Does it give you strength or lead you to your grave at a young age?
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So I'll blame it on bad luck
and I'll shake responsibility, yeah.
It seems that when I ran away from my past, all my dignity, my faith, my pride got left back.
But now I think it's time I realize self pity's meaningless.
Though I'm 10 feet deep,
I'll claw my way back out from in my grave.
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So I'll blame it on bad luck and I'll shake responsibility
and say a hard life did this to me.
But now I realize I'd give anything I have to walk a day in my old shoes. Wondering what my first smoke would be like, my first ****, my next **** up. The next band that would change my life, and it changed my life, and it changed my life.
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck. I'll shake responsibility
and say a hard life did this to me.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
Is there anything you want from me?
My arms, my life, my energy?
I don't know how far I can go,
When everything sits low,
But you know how it goes when you're used to your side of the bed.
And I know,
You don't belong in this room,
But you're here now so what can I do?
All that I am is, all I was taught to be,
All that you are is, a wall between myself,
And me.
Have you ever really looked at me?
Or thought about me secretly?
Do I make you wonder at all about the speed of light,
Outside our little world we might not feel so alone.
And I know, you don't belong in this room.
But you're here now so what can I do?
All that I am is, all I was taught to be,
All that you are is, a wall between myself and me.
And all that I am is, all I was taught to be,
All that you are is, a wall between myself,
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on, Come on, Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well, I can ease your pain
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a FEVER My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
O.K.
Just a little pin prick.
There'll be no more aaaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good.
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone.
but I have become comfortably numb.
One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight
London bridge's falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridge's falling down, my fair lady
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
(Baa baa black sheep, have you any wool?)
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow!
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
(Baa baa black sheep, have you any wool?)
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)
Mary had a little lamb!
(Three bags full!)
