I hope everybody is doing alright today *hugs* for all that need them and even the ones that don't. If there is anything I can do for anyone feel free to let me know
Is there some meaning to this life?What purpose lies behind the strife?
Whence do we come, where are we bound? These cold questions echo and resound through each day, each lonely night.
We long to find the splendid light that will cast a revelatory beam
upon the meaning of the human dream.
If you ever need anything I am only a message away
Dealing, made it thru Christmas without doing anything so that's a plus. Otherwise just trudging thru life trying to find if there is anybody I can talk to that isn't a suicide prevention line. I have had bad luck with those in the past. How are you Roli?
Is there some meaning to this life?What purpose lies behind the strife?
Whence do we come, where are we bound? These cold questions echo and resound through each day, each lonely night.
We long to find the splendid light that will cast a revelatory beam
upon the meaning of the human dream.
If you ever need anything I am only a message away
So, I just got back from a date feeling better, but don't know if its gonna help in the long run
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
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I've now needed stitched up twice in as many days and haven't eaten in around a fortnight(doctor was pissed when she found out) I've been told one more thing and I will be sectioned with no excuses.
Strange thing is that it doesn't hurt, I don't even feel them
I am searching online how much sertraline it takes to overdose. I just realized how low I am. Shouldn't the antidepressants be helping me not to have these thoughts and feel better? :(
You would be surprised how anti depressants can enhance the suicidal thoughts, even benzos can do it.
Point is you have to fight the urges and give them time to work, I know it's hard but please try and fight it
ETA: Please don't look online for overdose suggestions, they rarely work and will end up doing more damage, Please fight the thoughts
If you've been on those for 4 months then I think you need to find a new doctor, almost every anti depressant takes time to start working properly but not 4 months.
Did they work at any point before?