I'm feeling a little bit better, finally got some bits done that ive been putting off.
i found one of my boys dead this morning, was expected but has still made me very sad, i had to take him out and i hate hate hate touching them when they are stiff i think its the first time ive done it but there was no one around and i couldnt just leave him like that,
thanks Dash, i just go through my head thinking i dont deserve them and that i dont look after them in the way they deserve. anyway sorry for being a morbid git,
how u doing Dash? you remind me i have to finish my esa form :/
i know what you mean about knowing you have to do something tomorrow, that always makes me feel a bit anxious.
good luck with the job centre, hope they help x
yeah he's off storming around the rainbow bridge nibbling on unsuspecting passers by its just i wish id given him the life he deserved like i did in the good old days.
Ferret I'm sorry you lost him , as a former and soon to be Hamster ( and other Fauna) owner I can sympathise *Hugs*Remember with you ESA form , put the answers as you are when you are at you very worst , That's what I was told .
*Hugs Dash* I know the feeling of being made to feel bad for claiming benefits. :(
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*Huggles Hellz* I'm waking up , Excited/Nervous about dinner with my Bestest tonight , Means I'll be afk for a few hours in the evening :/ that's a big deal for me , But I get to spend time with Hannah L so YEY!
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
That sounds pretty possitive mark going out for a while might make you a bit nervous but when you manage it I'm sure you'll feel really good about yourself and spending time with mates is always good for the mind. I'm glad you're sounding upbeat about it and hope you have an awesome time x
Thanks for the offer Mark I really appreciate it but it was so nice seeing you possitive and excited this morning about your meal I like seeing other people feel more possitive when I'm totally not. So I don't want to spoil that I might post in vents either that or call the Samaritans.
But honestly thank you so much for the offer and if it's no bother I'll have one of those hugs you're always so kindly giving out! X
Hey everyone, sorry I've not been around. Been busy :)
With the animals thing.. I've grown up around animals and have accepted that they don't live as long as we do, but it still hurts to loose one.
I have a rabbit now and I love her to pieces.
I've met a girl :) We're not together yet but are planning to be but want to take things slow. But then obviously my insecurities are kicking in. Dammit lol.
Hey Lorraine good to hear that you've met someone, I hope your insecurities don't get the better of you. Mines can be a killer at times. How are you doing apart from that? X
