why does god give the weakest person the biggest trial?? i dontget it, he thinks i can handle this but i cant im fighting as hard as possible but im not worth this much, why didnt he chose someone else and not me someone with more worth??
Location: Im not really sure where i am...all i know is im still here
I am currently:
oh hunni...i know exactly how you feel :( i hate it. i always tried to be the best person i could..and now..he gives me this,,and people have worse. why and how can he do this.
Location: Im not really sure where i am...all i know is im still here
I am currently:
i'm just strong enough to cope littlesheep..just not to be able to do the things i wanna do. i feel so beaten down. but please dont think im self centerd
My sentiments exactly-- sadly, I feel the exact same way-- it used to only be sometimes and now it's always. I don't even know what's going on, I feel like He's nowhere; I can't even feel Him right now.
I know that's not encouraging and I'm really sorry, but I hope it helps that you know you're not alone in your thoughts.
We all wear masks, and the time comes when we cannot remove them without removing some of our own skin. ~André Berthiaume
I miss this amazing thing at church today ive been looking forward to it for 2 weeks.
My youth group were doing a prayer room at church for the church members and the youth, I have a good sized church of about 250/300 people and i know some of them and I'm a young leader in the youth group.
I know I need the prayer for my self and from other people and I klnow I could have helped so much and it would have been so amazing.
But I missed it cause I decided to drink my sorrows and SH, which am so so so annoyed about!!
And I am so angery with my self.
I dont want to eat.
Or go out.
I dont desirve to.
This hasnt helped me at all.
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I'll take things as they come, but its still something I can't get off my mind and something I'll always be affraid of!
Vicky: Do you have any idea what might have made you SH and drink?
You say you don't wanna eat, but this is just punishing yourself sweetie. You don't have to punish yourself...Jesus forgives you,...if you will just cry out to him and ask for forgiveness.
Cheer up, there will surely be other events such as these in the future! x x
hiya im a christian SH.
i have mentioned it to a few in my youth group and they are praying for me i just feel that jesus is there for everyone all u need to do is call out to him.
just remeber JESUS/GOD LOVES US ALL.