Who's that girl with the perfect future Her reflection says it all Trying hard to pretend she's eager Searching for some way to stall So unsure of the road she's chosen Faced with feelings her heart should not allow On thing's certain, it seems That she just can't turn back now If she can, tell her how
If I told you All the words I've yet to say Would they matter Or would you simply turn and walk away If I hold you (if I hold you) Would you tell me I should go Do I chance it Or would it just be better not to know
We walk through the doorway, heard you calling from the hall
To find you in the bedroom not breathing at all
I drag your body to the cellar where we lay, the wax it melts away,
I kiss your face...
Now we are starting to love you more
Your body's on the canvas I painted on the floor
[Chorus:]
Now you wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for so long
And oh, how it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone, it's so wrong, it's so wrong....
If I could take you somewhere, I'd take you to the darkest place,
scatter you in art forms, admire the whore
beauty in different ways, your hands on picture frames
your eyes in the glass wear your face as a mask
Now they are starting to love you more
a gallery of your beauty, no charge at the door
[Chorus:]
As you wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for so long
And oh, how it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone, it's so wrong, it's so wrong....
And down below your veins run dry your vacant eyes
I lost control your face is pale, your body's cold
And down below your veins run dry your vacant eyes
I lost control your face is pale, your body's cold
[Chorus:]
Wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for so long
And oh, how it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone, it's so wrong, it's so wrong...
It's so wrong.....[x8]
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Well now I'm back in the middle of the day that starts it all.
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling.
And now these red ones make me fly,
And the blue ones help me fall.
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling.
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I can see where this is going Tears will fall and hearts will break
Love's a game we all must play So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be okay.
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
You swear you recall nothing at all That could make you come back down You made up your mind to leave it all behind Now you're forced to fight it out..
You fall away from your past But it's following you..
You left something undone It's now your rerun It's the one you can't erase You should have made it right So you wouldn't have to fight.. To put a smile back on your face.
You fall away from your past But it's following you...
'Wont you run, fly, open up your lungs tonight, breathe freedom for the first time in your life..'
step in line you've got a lot to prove
it comes and goes, it comes and goes,
a step in time
yeah its a lot to move
know this will be temporary
i know this will be temporary
i know this will be
but ive had enough
i cant take it
this welcome is gone
and ive waited long enough
to make it
The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears
[Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing Don't give a **** if I cut my own breathing
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a **** if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
'cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
'cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
When you were here before
Couldnt look you in the eye
Youre just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
Youre so ****in special
But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.
I dont care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When Im not around
Youre so very special
I wish I was special
But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.
Shes running out again,
Shes running out
Shes run run run running out...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
Youre so very special
I wish I was special...
But Im a creep, Im a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.
I dont belong here.
A coma might feel better than this, Attempting to discover where to begin.
You're weighed down, you're full of something.
Of sickness, and desertion. You're weighed down, you're full of something,
You're underneath it all.
So say goodbye to love, And hold your head up high.
There's no need to rush
We're all just waiting, waiting to die.
Hoping a better place is all I need,
With moments of innocence and mystery. Oh, it's the little things you miss.
Like waking up all alone.
Oh, it's the little things you miss,
When you're underneath it all.
So say goodbye to love,
And hold your head up high.
There's no need to rush
We're all just waiting, waiting to die.
All your friends seem like enemies When you're broken down and empty. All your friends seem like enemies
When you're broken down and empty.
So say goodbye to love,
And hold your head up high.
There's no need to rush We're all just waiting, waiting to die.
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
I've got this energy beneath my feet
like something underground's gonna come up and carry me,
I've got this sentimental heart that beats
but I don't really mind [and] it's starting to get to me
Now.."Why do you waste my time?"
Is the answer to the question on your mind
And I'm sick of all my judges
so scared of letting me shine
But I know that I can make it
As long as somebody takes me home,
every now and then...
Oh, have you ever seen the lights?
Have you ever seen the lights?
because Misery = Fashion & I must look Pretty In Hysterics
I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying
I'm shyest when I'm shouting out loud
I feel so alone in a room full of people
I'm lonliest when I'm in a crowd
I'm alone, and nobody hears me
Can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me
I'm alone, I just need
Someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm feeling down
Someone to take my heart and give it a home
Someone to be with me and help me through the times when I'm
down and lonely
Someone to be with me when I'm alone
I'm alone,
Alone is the way I live, it's not the
way I want it but you know
You can't give in, alone is the way I feel,
it's so hard to understand
Why I've got to be alone
[ Chorus ]
If you look in my heart you'd see it
I'm trying to be something better
If you look in my heart you'd feel it
I've got to keep moving on
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm just trying to make my world better
If you look in my heart you'd see it
I got to do it alone
I've been down, I've been down
I've been down so low
I've been lost, so lost with no place left to go
I've had emotions, emotions that you
better hope you never know
Sometimes it feels like I just can't take no more
[ Chorus ]
Seems like things just keep getting further out of hand
Why can't for once things just go as I plan
How dare you, how dare you tell me that you understand
Let me tell you straight up
ain't nobody here that can
I'm alone, I'm so alone, to be
alone, just leave me alone
If you look in my heart, you'd see it
If you look in my heart, you'd feel it
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm not trying to make no one bitter
I'm just alone, leave me alone, I'm alone, alone now
I've been to places that you wouldn't never ever ever want to be
Places where for a minute you couldn't ever stand to be
I've seen things, I've seen things you'd never want to see
So what gives, what gives you the
right to be the judge of me
I'm alone, so alone, to be
alone, just leave me alone ahh
A room full of people, can't nobody hear me, can't nobody
help me, I'm alone
I just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm
feeling down,
Someone to take my heart and give it a home, one more time
Someone to be with me and help me through the times when
I'm down and lonely,
Someone to be with me when I'm alone
I'm alone
Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want to, but you
Know I can't give in
Alone is the way I feel, ain't nothing quite as sad as
a person that's alone
I can't stop thinking about
Cutting myself up.
Visual bruises can be covered with make-up.
But down to the core,
I'm all bruises.
My little heart gives these excuses.
How can this be rationalized?
Your brain's programmed all of those lives.
What do you tell your self about our situation?
How can you look at your self,
without having some sort of revelation?
How do you live with your self?
How could you possibly hurt someone like myself?
The saddest part, though, is I would take you back.
You've turned me into some spineless hypochondriac.
Now I turn it to every last emotion.
I'm just so caught up in this, I cannot cross this,
crazed depression.
All right now, I'll be fair.
I'll just pull you by your hair.
I'll just kick you from time to time,
and then I'll love you.
In the meantime,
It will be just like before.
I'll be your girl, you'll be my heart.
I am not an angry child.
I don't run hard no more,
But for some reason when it comes to you,
I smile at the thought of hitting you.
I smile at the thought, of watching you die.
I strive off the image of making you cry.
I bit off the feeling of having you be,
I live with the feelings that are watching you bleed.
What is the game we're playing?
should I stick around for more? Snap your fingers I'll coming running
Leave again when you're bored
with me
I'll make it easy
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me My God I feel so small Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.
This facade that I'm stuck with
has got me wondering
Just tell me how you want me
and I'll be naked stumbling just to get a reaction, any signs of love
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me My God I feel so small Nevermind me, nevermind me I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.
Bottle up your smile
Pour it in a cup
I'll be on my way
once I've sobered up
_______________________
Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy
And maybe I'd get there.
Just a little bit pretty
Just a little more aware
Just a little bit thinner
And maybe I'd get there...
Clearly, clearly I remember
Hiking up my skirt
Asking for your time
Clearly, clearly I remember
Nervous if ever confronted
And questioning myself
Perhaps, perhaps if I got better
Perhaps if I challenged myself
Perhaps if I was
Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy
Clearly, clearly I remember
Days of useless crying
Almost feeling dead
Perhaps, perhaps if I was smaller
Perhaps, I could control myself
Perhaps if I was...
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
