Drifted, there is no reason to apologize. Sometimes it is hard to find reasons for living. When I have trouble I focus on the short term, like my dad has an appointment next Tuesday and I have to take him so that even if it is just until Tuesday it gets me to there so I can hopefully find another reson to continue on for by then. I'm glad I don't suck at giving support and if there us anything I can do to help let me know *hugs* take care and stay strong.
Is there some meaning to this life?What purpose lies behind the strife?
Whence do we come, where are we bound? These cold questions echo and resound through each day, each lonely night.
We long to find the splendid light that will cast a revelatory beam
upon the meaning of the human dream.
If you ever need anything I am only a message away
Katie- thanks hun. Its fine. I just hate seeing mum so upset. How are you doing lovely? Hanging in there?
non volo- Thank you. But it really is my fault. I asked her if she was ok and she just said that she's like this most of the time. Last night she said that she had failed me. That it was her fault. Etc.
How are you coping with today?
I just keep putting on that smile and hoping thats all the tears for today.
Take care- your all in my thoughts xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
I'm glad your still trying hun. Your trying because there is still hope in a good future. Its the only thing I hold onto. I know how you feel though hun, the majority of the time I feel the same. Hang in there. Here for you if you need a chat x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Squishes Roli, non volo and Katie. Love for you today.
Roli, it still doesn't sound like your fault. I'm sorry your mums not doing well. That's hard. Hugs.
Non volo and Katie. Hang in there. Please stay safe.
Been on the phone with Cmht again, they're accepting blame for what I done and kept apologizing to me, I'm really not sure how to take that it feels like a trick
Roli - I slipped and done something that I shouldn't have as a result of what they said to me. You do deserve your mum and more people in your life and you certainly do deserve to live, It's not your fault.
I'm sorry you slipped because of them. What did they say? I have had a few experiences where that has happened- for some reason, for me, it was worse because I trusted them. *shrugs*
How are you today hun?
I'm ok. Bit spaced out. Can't decide what's real. If anything is. Sound daft, I will just shush.
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
What they said was something very hurtful and I really don't want to repeat on a public forum sorry.
Sorry that you've had experiences of that as well.
Not sure how I feel today, probably to do with yesterday but glad you're feeling ok
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
