Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
How could you choose them over me?
Yea, you did hurt me, and yea, I am angry. And for once I am not going to pretend you didn't hurt me. 'Cause you do it all the time and I pretend you don't. Just so you don't feel guilty.
You chose them over me.
You chose abuse over love.
After all I have done, after all I threw away for you. How could you?
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
I don't even like you people, so why do I submit myself to this bullshit?
I can't believe I felt shitty enough to call in today. I needed that money since I loaned all mine to people.
I am absolutely going to lose my mind. I just need multiple days off in a row. Or something. I cannot believe I am so wound up and so blood lusting. My stress and sanity are culminating into a wonderful explosion that somehow one day off did not remedy.
Most the people I care about the most cant even come on wednesday, or friday, or whenever.
I want to kill her. Just throwing that out there.
Why did I tell you about that? That sets me up for disapointment.
I am going to flip out and the blood is going to fly. I am just going to lose it.
You don't all have to be asses to me about it... I know whats going on with me... but you all act like I am some kind of broken error that needs to be rectified -- sometimes I wish you all would leave me the f**k alone...
S -- Thanks for breaking my trust... you just had to tell them didn't you? And you call yourself my best friend...
L and Z -- Yes I know its tough right now cause of your dad is in the hospital... but it doesn't mean you can be pompous asses to me. I do care you know...
~Matt~
Susanna Kaysen: I'm ambivalent. In fact that's my new favorite word.
Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
Dr. Sonia Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna Kaysen: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
i
love
you
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Shit, does not just happen.
I don't need to hear that when I'm pouring my heart out to you.
I can't stand you now.
I really do not want to look at you again.
Same goes to you, you lying cow.
I hate you both.
Now shut up, and get out of my life.
please come in the car with me on friday D.
but just sit there.
don't touch anything.
don't tell me i'm doing it wrong.
i'm proud of myself for this mmkay? don't ruin it.please.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
I am so sorry... I have been rubbish, and you deserve better... I am so sorry.
Please believe me when I say I love you more than anything!
x x x
x Dani x
“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.”
I'm confused.
Confusion is leading to paranoia.
You gave in too easy.
And I want to know why.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
Be okay.
I know I'm probably just worrying over nothing, but I AM worried.
You said that E had to be at S's production thing by 18.45.. & it's now almost 19.00, & you're not back or online or anything.. >.<
x
