Just everything is falling apart. I see concern in everyone's eyes when they talk to me. I have no motivation to do anything productive. I'm having to to tell professors this term (I did not have to last term) that I have PTSD and often fall into flashback mode. The last thing I wuold want would them to call on me for thinking I was daydreaming...!
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." - Anon
"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. " - FDR
Lyssie, you don't have to let it take over I know it's hard but you can do this.
rustedchains, I know at my school you can get a form from disability services if you have psychiatric problems that interfere with your academic performance, and I bet you could do something like that for your PTSD if your profs give you a tough time of it. Good luck
*cuddles my baby lots and lots*
you've got my mobile sweetheart <3
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“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
rustedchains, I know at my school you can get a form from disability services if you have psychiatric problems that interfere with your academic performance, and I bet you could do something like that for your PTSD if your profs give you a tough time of it. Good luck :smooch:
I am already a disability service student due to physical disabilities and learning disabilities. I do go to a Christian college, so the profs are more understanding. I've only spoken to one so far, but I'm hoping the other takes it well. I just hope they don't ask me about my family. One did last term, but that was before major things changed. I do have a speech prepared for if I'm ever asked to talk about my family in class:
"When I was little, my parents sold me to the circus. Due to this, I am now terrified of clowns. Because of my intense fear, one day they sent me back to my parents. However, a crew of pirates kidnapped them. I then went to live with a clan of ninjas. One sentence in this story is actually true. You decide which."
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." - Anon
"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. " - FDR
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
project :P
we hafta make a bible study for class lol
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
So today after church the pastor asked me how I was doing.
I wasn't about to lie in church and say I was doing wonderful, but I said I was okay. "Oh, so not great but not horrible?" "Well, more toward the horrible side.."
Everyone who doesn't know the full story thinks I'm stressed out because of classes. And I will seriously have to resist the urge to clobber the next person who comments on my "easy" class schedule. The only reason I have such a light load is because of all the emotional turmoil I'm in.
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." - Anon
"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. " - FDR
I know it's hard but you can do this.
