Triggering - New story: Laura

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hey, so sorry, laptop died and things got busy again! wil update soon! agaom sorry xxx

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OMG! Don't leave us hanging! ARGH! I just read the whole thing... now i'm hanging out!!!! moooooooooooooore

oh yeah, and honey you have GOT to stop apologising so much! We understand!

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mooooooooooooooore!

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there will be more, promise. its half started, got a couple of days of work and will try my best to finish it off.. x

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ohhhhhhh okay :P

yay for more soon! :D

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yey - **jumps up and down**

[ItWasAFireFight]

omg i need more its...... im lost for words. i am bawling. wow.

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*sneeze*

*cough*

BUMP!

MORE!

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- hope your ok!!?!?

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im struggling with things right now and im working 4 days a week and then the other days im busy with family commitments and such- people moving houses, peoples birthdays, anniversarys etc, and so im finding it hard to find some spare time to myself to actually sit down and write out a couple of chapters, that and the fact i dont have a laptop i can actively use whenever i want so if im really slow replying, its because of all of that thats getting in my way right now. i WILL be updating, i just dont know when right now, i am trying my very best to get it done. Again,sorry x

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Hey huni, calm down, don't worry about it, get things sorted out first! and stop saying sorry, we understand!! Make sure your ok before worrying about this!!

(((mega hugs))) xx xx

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i know, i am trying to sort things out with me. just feel bad because im not updating as much as i said and stuff. and cus people keep saying to update i thought i would post why i havnt yet x

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*cuddles* pm me if you need to talk *pets*

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*massive hugs*

take your time babe. we will wait for you. you do not need the extra stress of thinking we expect you to update. focus on you and if you have the time and energy to update then great but if not that is ok too.

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can't wait for more,
hope things are doing okay for you .

[realflifefaerie]

Have had to read that in two seperate sittings cause I ended up crying so much the first time.

Take your time, its worth the wait.

xx

[brokenhearted<3]

hey just read it all now.. its so good. pweez pweez can we have some more

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Sorry its taken so long. I suck lol. Heres the next chapter, not brilliant, but anyway. I'll try update more often. x

Chapter 15.

I place Millys basket on the floor of my brothers bedroom floor. I look around the room for something familiar, but nothing. I don't recognize him anymore, or my sister. Craig and Kelly aren't that much older than when I last saw them, but they definatly look it, they have grown up alot in such a short amount of time.
Milly meows at me and I sigh, sit on my brothers bed and start sobbing to myself. Voices downstairs are loud but not clear. I can hear people laughing and children running around. It has never felt so lonely in a house full of people.
I remember Lukes mum saying she will ring me, get the phone out and turn it on, switching it to silent. I wait a second and a text comes through
Give me a missed call when you get this and can talk, i'll explain whats happening xx
I dial her number and listen to the ringing tone a couple of times then hang up then can do nothing more than sit and wait for her to call back. I wait for what feels like forever, but realistically less than 5 minutes before the phone starts ringing.
"Hello? Can you hear me ok?" I whisper as quiet but clearly as I can
'Sweetheart, are you ok?' Jackie asks and I sob again
"It doesn't matter how I am, wheres Luke? Whats happening?" I ask her
'He's ok.. I spoke to him on the phone earlier. They had him arrested, your brother was in on it too, your dad mum and brother. They told police that he kidnapped you and you were with him against your wishes, the police stepped up the search and watched him closely after he started working, they've been watching him for ages now, Laura' Jackie tries to explain
"KIDNAP?" I say, raising my voice a little
'The police are keeping him in, for questioning and such but it is looking like he'll be released over the next couple of days now your back with your parents'
"I can't believe all of this. Kidnap? What on earth are my so-called family playing at, Jackie? what the hell do they think their doing?" I say to her
'Covering their backs, sweetie, they don't like that you ran to get away from them and that me and Luke helped you do that and helped you escape the unhappiness you felt when you were there. It's to ease their minds, i'm sure' Jackie says
"How am I meant to get out of here?" I ask
'Sweetie, I don't know, I really don't. Let me get Luke out of custody and I'll be in touch again, ok? I promise I will' Jackie says
"Ok, I better go I can hear someone coming upstairs. When you speak to him, tell Luke that I love him and that I miss him?" I whisper
'I will do, i'll text in a couple of days sweetheart' I cut off the phone as the handle on the door turns a little and I throw the mobile underneath the bed. Chris walks in with a sheepish smile and I turn away from him.

"I know your mad at me" Chris starts "And i'm sorry that it happened, i'm sorry I betrayed you, I didn't really have a choice"
'Have a choice, Chris? You didn't have a ****ing choice? are you crazy?' I snap at him
"Please don't get mad, Laura. I've only come to talk" He tries to reason with me
'Take your words and get out' I tell him. Not listening to me, Chris closes the door and sits on the floor infront of it so no one can get in.
"Please just listen to me" Chris says "They told me if I didn't help them they would get your NIECE taken away from me by making up aload of lies about how i'm abusing her and crap, obviously i'm not, I could never, I will NEVER. They made me give a statement to the police saying that you told me before you 'disappeared' that you were really happy where you were, they made me do it, Laura. They made me get in touch with Jackie. I didn't want any of this to happen, I definatly didn't want you to be angry at me" I shake my head and laugh at him
'Because i'm not going to be angry at you. Yeah, thanks Chris, my BIG BROTHER, for taking me away from the one person that i have ever truly loved in my whole life and the life i had with him and the security i felt'
"Laura, listen.." Chris interupts
'NO... Chris, you listen' I shout at him 'Are you forgetting what my own mother and father were like? What OUR parents were like, to me? Because apparently I ruined their lives, do you remember? He wasn't as bad as she was. He got used to some forms of parenting, she never did, at least not with me. Are you forgetting that she blamed me for her suicide attempt? Are you forgetting that I saw it? Are you forgetting what I saw? I'll never forget that, Chris. I'll never forget all the words she said to me. I'll always be dirty, I'll always have in my mind that I'm not meant to be here because she didn't want me, because she wanted to abort me. I'll always know that I was never loved, not really. But do you know what? That didn't matter when I was with Luke, none of it mattered. None of it made me hurt, none of it made me want to hurt myself, none of it haunted me, I was happy, with him.. with the life I always wanted. And now thats gone, because those two and you decided that to ease your pathetic little minds you had to steal me away from that life I had, the happiness I had. I don't care if they made you, the fact that you helped them, that says it all' I wipe the tears from my eyes and stare at him. I shake my head 'Do you know whats the worst thing about it all? no matter how much they put me through, no matter what things she put me through or the things hes said to me before, their my parents, I never stopped loving them. I had forgotten everything when I was with Luke, but I hadn't forgiven them. I didn't particularly like them, because they are ugly people but I loved them, because their family. And now? Now i'll never be able to forgive or forget them and you, for taking me away from him, never'
"I'm so sorry, Laura, I'm so sorry" Chris stands up and tries to hug me but I push him away
'I trusted you, I loved you and I respected you, for escaping them. And now you've just been pulled back in. Your worse than them' I face away from him and sigh
"Laura, i'm so..." I interrupt him
'Your sorry? Yeah, broken record. Just get out, Chris, I don't want to know anymore'.

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oooh wow that was brilliant!!!!! more more more

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Hey guys.. Title is now "Laura". Simple, but yeah. x