The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread

[~Grace~]

Hi Claire...hope today goes ok for you..sending love x

Im so sorry things were really difficult for you Lottie...I hope things improve for you xx

Hugs Mark, im so sorry youre not on that plane xx

I have a very difficult day..ive had my blood taken under the orders of a doctor who rang home late last night...im seeing my old therapist with T to see if she can help us at all...and then I will be getting a call about my blood count and probably have to go back and see the doctor later re the results
Love to all xxx

[Doikers]

*Hugs Grace*

[offlineforever]

I have been given the official diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder complicated by Generalised Anxiety Disorder and severe depression

[RosalinaRobbins]

-hugs colbertface- how do you feel?
The doctors called me yesterday to say they forgot to tell me that i was due for my contraceptive injection on december 12th! Now I'm not allowed another one until I go in there with a negative pregnancy test on the 14th. Aaargh.

[offlineforever]

I'm not sure how i feel about it at the moment. kinda glad that i kinda know what is going on and that their is an issue... if that makes sense?

[ferretmonster]

Hi folks,

Rowie, i hope it goes ok, try let them help you xxxx

Colbert - join our gang hun :D we are the hottest gang on the streets of RYL :D

Mark, hope your doing ok

My app went ok, my benefits renewal wont be for a couple months yet and the advisor reasured me a bit.

just cleaned the foul looking mold off our bedroom wall bleugh

[offlineforever]

I have officially joined this gang as of today... but atm I am enjoying denial... i figure that is what my brain is currently up to!

[ferretmonster]

come on get out of the Nile and join us, join the dark side ;)

[offlineforever]

Whoot dark side!

[RosalinaRobbins]

Ferret - did you use specific mould cleaner? That stuff tends to come back if you don't!

[Tig]

Just wanted to say thank you everyone for the supportive messages. Bit low on words, sorry.

[ferretmonster]

Quote:

Originally Posted by RosalinaRobbins

Ferret - did you use specific mould cleaner? That stuff tends to come back if you don't!

yeah it was a dettol one, probably won't work but thats mostly down to the house being freezing and us sleeping in there (build up of mucho condensation)

[ThinkingofRecovery]

*hugs Lotti*

Glad the meeting was ok Claire.

I've spent the day in bed, feel low an unmotivated. I've got to get up tomorrow though to go to drs to pick up script then get meds and then group in the afternoon. It feels impossible right now.

[Doikers]

It's not impossible Carrie Hun even though it feels it, I really didn't want to get up today either , *Hugs*

[RosalinaRobbins]

it feels pretty impossible sometimes. i dont wanna ever wake up again.

[Doikers]

*Hugs Rosalina*

[RosalinaRobbins]

In and out of suicidal, I dont know how to fix things any more.

[Bleeding Angel]

whats up rosalina?

quiet - its better to be honest, at least that way they can help you.

[RosalinaRobbins]

Yeah quiet definitely dont be ashamed of being honest. that what they're there for.
I don't have professional supports apart from the crisis team, i just got off the phone with them and they made me feel a bit better. I've got a housing crisis, a pregnancy scare and a whole lot of self hate piling up on me right now and its making everything seem very difficult to deal with.

[Tig]

That must make things incredibly stressful for you Rosalina. I'm glad you have the support of the crisis team, even though it is less than ideal. Have the crisis team suggested how you can access further support? x