Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I'm meant to be doing my job search but failing miserably, even though my appointment is in the morning and I know I have to get it done. Fail. Haha.
Motivation is the first thing that flies out of my window when my mental health slides...
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I'm having to search online for it, and the internet is distracting me xD
Thanks <3
I only have a few left to do and it should be enough.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I don't know. I'm just tired of feeling like my brain is exploding. And constant 'everybody's going to leave because you're a monster' thoughts and stuff. And random impulsiveness. My emotions crash into each other constantly and it's just getting harder to control and deal with.
I'm sorry I'm so woe! >.<
>.<
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
And I understand those thoughts (trololol, I think you've put up with my similar thoughts in my woe-ing today :p). I promise you you're not a monster, and I'll definitely never leave you, unless you eat my gerbils or something :-/
Did you ever have any form of CBT? Is it possible to try to challenge those thoughts when they come? Like, ask "what is the evidence for me being a monster", "I've got nice texts/PMs from x, y, z recently, is that evidence that they're going to leave me?".
I have no plans of eating Draco or Regulus :) thank you <3
I try really hard to combat my thoughts and stuff with logic, but then my head just comes up with something new and throws past experiences and memories at me and then I can't cope.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
And my head has a lot of ammo in the 'i'm a monster' battle, and that's one battle I can't fight.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
*hands Marie an enormous shield*
Your head's got it wrong with the I'm-a-monster stuff. Promise.
Reasons why Marie isn't a monster
1. One time when I was a ball of woe, she PMed me within a minute or so of me writing "I don't know what to do" in my R/V, with a list of what I should do
2. She has five onesies. Monsters don't own onesies
3. She is brave and inspiring and has gone nearly 365 days without doing a certain bad thing
4. She always knows what to say to make me feel better
5. She keeps lots of things quiet in order to not hurt people
6. She is selfless
7. When she holds your hand, it feels like everything is going to be ok
8. She has a contagious northern accent
9. She has loads of lovely friends who love her and wish they could be with her every day to help ward off the bad thoughts
10. She is a predatory lesbian
11. She is a valued contributor to the forever alone thread
12. Her presence makes people happy
Oh Jenna, I love you.
I'm going to write this out and put it on my wall.
<3
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
hello :) I've been out Christmas shopping all day then went for dinner with some friends. I'm trying really hard but sometimes I wish social worker et al would realise that doesn't mean things are ok. Sometimes it would be nice for her to acknowledge they aren't. *joins the ball of woe club* To be honest I think I'm just exhausted.
How are you this evening? Have you managed to avoid the 'bad' thoughts?
I've got to get showered and ready for a Christmas meal later today. I know I'll prob have a good time when I get ther but my motivation is totally lacking.
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
