Lottie, we will have to meet up sometime, if you want that is, as I'm not far from Manchester.
Sorry about your granny Inblack, hope she is ok.
What do you mean hun that you are scared of what you are?
Afternoon all. Had hair done and psych appt this morning. Just met up for coffee with someone from church/alpha. Boy, motivation was hard to find!
My psych is upping my Sertraline in the hope my motivation and mood will improve for christmas so can enjoy it andis allowing me extra clonazepam for prn as they took my old prn off me as kept overdosing on it. So, quite a productive appointment and he listened to my requests re meds.
Coffee was good as the lady who I met is lovely and wanted to know what the church could do to help me get through this next 12 months of dbt etc as they knew I was waiting to hear about it and that I have mental health problems.
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
just a quickie to let you know that im being admitted to the general hospital after being called in to see a doctor regarding my blood count results. I dont know what theyre going to do as i cant take iron and cant tolerate a transfusion..but ive agreed to go..or rather was talked into it.
I am huuugely fluctuating in mood and its terrifying me. I am stable for maybe 10 minutes at a time, then I go to go SI/something worse, then I calm down and completely forget my reasons.
But my bad side is catching up with the swings, trying to get more SI done in the time available before I calm back down...Its really freaky. I called the crisis line three days ago but they didnt call back. I left my number and stuff. Im a lil scared.
hey everyone, huge hugs for you all. im a little better than i have been. i just spent 2 days in our local crisis stbilzation unit but im home now.
MY RYL FAMILY: Blondiebear is my sister; nuttergirl is my little sister; makeachoice is my niece; prs100 is my niece; rachel487 is my sister;emovampryss is my wiccan sister; phroggie is my wiccan sister;crazychaoticmess and salutaredelamare are my angels. they always help to save me from myself.
Hi all :) I hope it helped Caiden. Rosalina, what do you think you could try and do to help 'talk round' the 'bad' side? Can you figure out why you want to harm more? Like what you want to achieve and Why?
Are you packing to go home Mari?
Rowie I am really proud of you for agreeing to go to the general hospital. Have they indicated how long you will be in for? Although thinking about it you are probably there now so can't see this. Thinking of you anyway.
Sounds like you had a productive day Carrie! Do you think the Church could be helpful?
*waves to anyone I missed*
Now.....onto SERIOUS business. WHY DID I MISS THE STREAKING?? *sulks* Whilst people were busy flinging to and fro and being merry I was bust ramming my Grandma's wheelchair into over enthusiastic Christmas shoppers. Not fair!
I rang crisis again and talked to this nice girl i spoke to before. I want to end it all because I can't get fixed. There are about 4/5 identifiable different moods within me and they all have different opinions about everything. I can't tell what I actually think about anything or how I feel about anybody because I feel all these different things alternatingly. I have no control over my own opinions.
Everyone keeps saying DBT is the only fix, but that I can't have it despite them being able to identify that I need it.
