remember you promised me?
I'm dying I'm dying please
I want to I need to feel
ahhhh
ahh
ahh
ahh
remember you promised me?
I'm dying I'm dying please
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
O'
It's like one step foward and two steps back,
No matter what I do you're always mad,
And I, I can't change your mind.
O'
It's like tryin to turn around on a one way street,
I can't give you what you want and it's killing me,
And I, I'm starting to see,
Maybe we're not meant to be...
"Theresa thinks about everyone except Theresa." ~ Ms. Smith
"I've figured you out enough to know everything that makes you happy." ~ Ms. Smith
"You're too important to forget." ~ Ms. Smith
"I know you want to be happy you just keep pushing yourself back into this depressive safe zone you have" ~ Ms. Griswold
"I am so proud of you for making it one year Theresa. February 5th will be your new birthday, so happy birthday" ~Ms. Griswold
No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I don't want to see, I don't want to be, I don't wanna be anyone, anymore.
I don't want to fake, I don't want to break, I don't wanna say anything, anymore.
Everytime you walk away, I wish you'd stay, instead of pushing further away.
It doesn't matter.
We're encased in the struggle of day to day life.
To break free is to ask for help.
Impossible.
Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Aha-ahaaa
All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
What I want from you
Is empty your head
They say be true
Don't stain your bed
We do what we need to be free
And it leans on me
Like a rootless tree
What I want from us
Is empty our minds
We fake a fuss
And fracture the times
We go blind
When we've needed to see
And it leans on me
Like a rootless...
So **** you, **** you, **** you
And all we've been through
I said leave it, leave it, leave it
It's nothing to you
And if you hate me, hate me, hate me
Then hate me so good that you can let me out
Let me out of this hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out,
Let me out of this hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink
Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
What if there was no light
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason, or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life
What if I got it wrong
And no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong
Oh, scarecrow, it ain't so bad
Just try and fit in this hollow mess
'Cause you've traveled so far
From where it all began
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
All the space in between the soul and the seams
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
I think I took the wrong path
And I need to find my way back
They say you're never too far
To start it all again
Am I too far?
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
All the space in between the soul and the seams
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
Oh, scarecrow, oh, scarecrow
Is it really that bad?
Oh, scarecrow, oh, scarecrow
Is it really that bad?
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
All the space in between the soul and the seams
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
All the space in between the soul and the seams
Maybe I wasn't made for this world
Oh, scarecrow, oh, scarecrow
Is it really that bad?
Oh, scarecrow, oh, scarecrow,
I am right I swear I'm right
swear I knew this all along
and I am flawed
but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
so clear
like the diamond in your ring...
so turn up the corners of your lips
part them and feel my fingertips chase this moment for forever
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I'm digging with my fingertips, I'm ripping at the ground i stand upon.
I'm searching for fragile bones (evolution)
I'm never gunna be refined, keep trying but i won't assimilate.
Should we have come far in time? (watch the bow break)
And I'm sorry I don't believe by the evidence that i see, that there's any hope left for me....
Cause when I'm feeling down
He's there to pick me up
and when I talk too much
He doesn't interrupt
Let me tell you there's no better guy
This is how it makes me feel inside
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I hope that you see me,
Cause I'm staring at you,
But when you look over,
You look right through,
Then you lean and kiss her on the head, And I never felt so alive, and so.. dead.
I'm going out,
I'm gonna drink myself to death
And in the crowd
I see you with someone else,
I brace myself,
Cause I know it's going to hurt,
but i like to think at least thing's can't get any worse.
~*~ Proud Cat Owner ~*~
"The smallest feline is a masterpiece." - Leonardo Da Vinci
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
I am only flesh and bones,
Splintered glass and tattered clothes,
behind the skin, my fragility,
behind the skin, a skeletal impracticality,
I am only pieces of you,
held together with paper glue,
behind the skin, my divinity
behind the skin, my only sanctuary.
You can lean on me, have a drink on me,
leave your mark all over me,
paint the outside 'till it smiles,
you can eat off me, rest your head on me,
press yourself on top of me,
kick the back until its quiet.
All in all I'm just furniture,
Just another piece taking you one step further from the perfect living room set,
All in all I'm just furniture,
In these 4 walls that hold me, keep me safe under sound and bare within its grip.
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
