A little more guys :]
Again sorry it's taken so long. I hope it's okay for the horifically long wait..
<3
[I've put the previous post first, jsut bcasue it was so long ago you might not remember...]
*triggers*
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March 17th 2007
01:45
Reaching into her pocket she pulled out her phone and punched in the numbers. When she heard a voice at the other end her body flooded with relief, or at least, what she could feel of her body now did. She tried to speak into the phone as fast as she could, but her speech was slowing and her head was heavy, the only words her weakening body managed to muster were the only two words important, help – graveyard. As she slurred out the last syllable of her whereabouts, the phone slipped from her hand and her body met with the cold earth beneath it, leaving the phone dead to the one called…
September 30th 1999
16:32
“Don’t you DARE talk to me like that young lady!” “Or what Dad? What are you going to do?” “You’ll be much worse than grounded if you carry on like this!” “Much worse than grounded? Does much worse include lying in the bath with my wrists slashed too?” An eerie silence followed after the girl’s final retort, and as she waited anxiously for his reply he simply stood there. His mouth did not reopen though and, turning away, he closed the living room door behind him, leaving her stranded on the stairs. Her father was drunk once more; another day he had spent sprawled on the sofa in a stupor, another day she had waited for a change when none came, and for the final time the day previously she had let it wash over her head. The girl had watched and waited for her father to regain his fatherhood. For him to become her father once more. But she had been left to watch him, instead, slip further and further into despair. Every day she watched and hoped for him to become him again, she had hoped the new woman in his life would present a new father for her, however none came.
March 17th 2007
01:56
As the girl slept she could hear in the distance someone calling her name, a far away sound coming towards her faster and faster as she ran towards its source. With her eyes closed she moved gracefully, pulled by the magnet of her name, the panicked voice that needed the help she would provide. In her mind she glided across stars and clouds as the voice’s volume gradually increased, and her will to find it amplified with it. However as the girl’s eyes opened, the sight she viewed was not one of dreams and grace, but one of nightmares and phantoms. And as she looked up into the eyes of her best friend, she found the strangled voice for which she had been searching, and the panic laced over his face…
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
YaY!! Thats amazing......want to keep reading!! Cant wait for the next bit!!
Well dont hunni, and thanks!! :D xx
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
StillBroken is my cool lil sis!!! - surprising mystery is my uber-cool monkey!!!zowie is my lil sis !!!!- LetDeathEmbraceUs is my Wolfie !!!
BrokenKisses is my DizzyCandyFloss !!! rachel487 is my lil sis !!! nuttergirl is my kool neice !!! CrazyKat is my book buddie !!!
NO MATTER HOW BAD YOU FEEL - ONE NICE PM TO SOMEONE NEW A DAY HELPS!!! TRY IT!!!
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Awh you bumped it, that made me feel all special :]
Here's a bit more? Dumdedum.
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September 30th 1999
19:43
The stationary glistened just to the left of the girl’s eye line as she attempted to continue with her homework. Her assignment consisted of an essay describing who she thought she was, and who she’d like to be in the future. Her eyes were focussed on the paper below her and the words she’d written, but her mind was drifting to very different places. As she let her eyes lift from the page, the glistening silver to her left caught her eye once more. A small, thin blade attached to another by a small screw. Used most commonly in the girl’s world to cut paper, card, magazines, stray threads from her clothes… not for this.
March 17th 2007
01:58
With her eyes flickering open and closed, she tried to view the sights around her. Jack’s face floated above her, his voice distant and pained, the trees arms making a canopy above where she lay still in the darkness. She could feel his hand on her face, pushing her hair back, trying to make her speak, but her mouth was paralysed in its current state and no energy that she had could force it to move. As she watched, struggling to keep her eyes from closing again, she saw his face searching frantically around the area for clues. She watched as his eyes fell on each article of evidence around her; the bottle, the pills, the grave, and as she saw his eyes tracing the name on the gravestone, they looked from it to her and then from it to her again, as if a visible struggle in his head was taking place over the sudden realisation that had come to light…
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
Woooop!!
Its so good.....wach time I read it I want toread more....try to wait for two installments before reading it, gives me more to read.... but cant do it! Lol!!
Well done!! xx
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
