I want to scream at you.
You are no friend.
Youre not even you anymore.
Youre just this obsessed person that doesnt do/think/speak of anything else.
I have no idea what got into you, what became such an issue for you.
I cant talk to you about anything, I cant tell you how I feel.
You will just go all sensative on me and leave.
Trouble is right now youre the only one I can do anything with.
5 already? It's only half 11. I wish you'd get help. Why can't you see what we all see? You're drinking yourself into an early grave and you don't seem to care. You make our lives a living hell, but you just carry on drinking. Another after another. I don't want to lose you. Yes you hurt me, but I forgive you. I can't lose you. I love you. Please stop it.
Gosh can't you ever just be mature and take responsibility for doing wrong things?!
You cruelly steal Curtis's jacket and hates him for getting mad at you. WTF? And his yelling was a joking yell. But he had good reason to be pissed.
Everyone is the bad guy if you don't get exactly what you want.
And I'm tired of your childish games.
I'm too ill to work. I'm making mistakes and not being the best bookseller I could be. I need time off, breathing space. Time to adjust to life without tablets. It's too difficult to do full time hours and come off Efexor. I'm not normal. I'm not who you think I am; I'm not capable like you think I am right now. I need to get better before I can work properly. Please?
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure...
You dont see what your doing, changing your mind every other day.
I am NOT a ball on a string and cant be there only when you feel like you want me to be.
Your not going to hurt me anymore so dont use that
Your hurting me now and i need you to go back to how you use to be
I know notmany ppl will deal with you but dont take it out on me
I love, belive me. WHy do you think its a lie?
I stopped cutting for you
I stopped feel helpless when you were with me
I feeel safe with you
please dont give up on me beause your the only one still here.
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*hugs* tears
"The cuts on my skin arent WHOIam, The cuts on my skin arent PART ofme
The cuts on my skin arent FORshow but the cuts on my skin show THE WORLD ApartOFwhoIAM." -LyricsToMyLife
If you know that your going insane does the fact that you KNOW make you sane?
I wish things hadn't happened! i wish u were still here with me.i miss ur cuddles I MISS YOU SO BADLY! i cant eat or sleep its like part of me has gone! why wont u talk to me,why wont you please forgive me!
I hate myself!!
damn it what do you want me to do were you thinking about talking to me and will you let me go i can't stop thinking you won't it's not like i will do anything dangerous.
I'm so sorry for doing it... I can't explain why I did what I did. It's you I love, though, and you're the only person I will ever love, I think. I want so badly to tell you what happened, but if I do, I'll lose you forever and I can't risk that because without you, I'm nothing.
Last edited by typsee : 01-10-2007 at 01:10 AM.
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