Hey i just read this whole thread and just wanted to wish you well and say i can sympathise with how difficult it is to accept admission but there are times where it can work. I get a feeling this is the time for you (i'll call it intuition rather than guesswork!). Anyways sending my best and will be keeping an eye on this thread xxx
Thankyou very much for all the love and stuff have managed to get Internet on my phone though how long that will last I dont know! I'm determined to really try on this admission and use it productively.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
*hugs* I can really relate to feeling scared all the time and I know it's horrible. You're being really brave for just being there in the first place and trying to work with the staff. I hope they are treating you well enough. Keep updating us x
I can understand why you hate being there, Katy. I can't imagine that it feels very nice when you've got so many restrictions placed on you but they are for your own wellbeing and this is to help you and give you a bit of a break, so try to let it become so. Could you talk to the staff about how you feel? It's good that everyone is nice, that is something to hold onto.
Remember that you can text if things get a bit much - if you have your phone on you?
Katy, darling, you're doing so well and I'm so proud of you. Keep on trying to work with them as best you can, I know you can do this and I'll always believe in you. If you want, and if I can, as soon as I'm well enough I'll come visit. And I'll write you letters and send them via Zed if you'd like me to?
Lots of careful love.
x
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Have been trying really hard to talk to staff but it's still really hard cos I get acted something bad will happen if I do. Parents coming tomorrow and I'm worried they'll realise I'm on one to ones (last time staff sat elsewhere an kept eye from subtle distance). I miss my mum and need some hugs xxx
Marie letters would be lovely x
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
