my thoughts are with you, I hope that you get the outcome you want very soon.
k x
Doubt yourself and you doubt everything you see. Judge yourself and you see judges everywhere. But if you listen to the sound of your own voice, you can rise above doubt and judgment. And you can see forever.
Doubt yourself and you doubt everything you see. Judge yourself and you see judges everywhere. But if you listen to the sound of your own voice, you can rise above doubt and judgment. And you can see forever.
Oh god Iz.
I thnk Irene is right tho, it may be 'better' (stupid word, sorry) this way.
I hope Ded soon realizes how much it is hurting you. Talk and more talk, babes.
So hard, I know.
I hope you can start the couns. soon. You need to be able to talk to someone, get it out.
It has been such an awful ride...
But now is time for you two, to get it all back.
Here if i can help in any way.
Love you hun
xxx
Oh dear. Have you spoken to your mother in law about it? Maybe get Lawyers involved? If she's not fit as a mother (and sounds like she's not overly fit as a human being..) then get her declared unfit and have full custody when it's born or something. Or... I dunno. I'm so sorry this is happening to you darlin! I really am.
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
Oh ****, Iz.
She is grasping at anything it seems. But she will not get what she wants.
I think she will give it all up soon...not soon enough tho.
*holds you*
love yu hunni
xxx
I'm struggling a little bit.
I've wanted to update you, just haven't been able to come up with any words.
This woman is ill.
I don't know if she's gone or not, all I DO know is that she is emailing him daily.
Obviously, it would be a bad idea to cut her off entirely, and this is her only point of contact with him.
He has a new number, and has blocked her on facebook.
At the moment, I'm starting to pull my hair out a little bit at the thought of this woman carrying his child.
She emailed him today to tell him that she tried to kill herself.
I'm sorry, this is a touchy subject here I realise that, but my arse!
She's 32 years old for **** sake. If she wanted to die, she would have.
She's a grown woman with a mind, albeit a little cloudy.
I'm done with sympathy now, I'm done with empathy and thoughtfulness.
Screw her. She went into this with her eyes WIDE ****ing open.
What did she think would happen when she slept with someone else's husband?? She knew he was married, she knew we were together, she knew we were struggling. She played on all of that to get her own way.
The more I see or hear as it were, of this woman the more I see how manipulative she ****ing is! This woman is mad and I don't know what else I can do now.
If he cuts off all contact a multitude of things could rain down on us.
First off, if she is willing to contact his bloody mother, who else will she contact?
Second, what if she IS still here?
Thirdly, what if we then don't know what she is thinking or what she will do next?
And then to top it all off, Ded loses his job.
And although he told the few friends he had thought he made, not to tell her anything they appear to have done the opposite!
She knows everything, she knows he is here, she knows he is doing some cover work over Christmas to make some dough and, and worst of all she knows where.
I don't trust this crazy bitch and I am reaching the end of my ****ing patience!
Any ideas/opinions/thoughts?
Laughing out loud,
Iz x
You might win one battle.
But know this; I'll win the ****ing war.
Oh ****, Iz. I cant think of anytning right now, but just wanted to give some hugs and love.
will come nback tothis
pls keep holding on hunni.
love you
xxx
Boiling blood would be favourable to the veritable vol-****ing-cano I currently have in my chest.
I'm bursting to tell her what I think of her, but I don't want to write it down.
I want to scream in her face.
And I want to tell her and watch her expression when I say every bitter word.
Would I hurt her physically? NEVER!
Do I want to tear her apart from the inside like she me?
Oh most definitely.
And we'll find out once and for all when he starts this job I'm sure, but I have an awful feeling the **** is still here...
"How can you do this to me? How long have you known you were going back to her? How can you put me through this? What were you going to do if I had the abortion? I just want some closure"
She is not an idiot, and now it seems poison oozes out of this woman, from every pathetic pore!
And every word seems to be a manipulation in some form...
You might win one battle.
But know this; I'll win the ****ing war.
