oh helen sweetheart xxxx
i was so worried when i read your rant thread. you dont deserve this pain. it makes me so so sad to see you suffering so much. please take care, so many people love you-you cant give up xxx
I'll try to keep fighting, I'm just in a really bad place right now, I have no idea why. I'm going to call my GP on monday & try to get an emergency appt with her, I'm going to try & keep myself safe.
*cries to you*
HELEN
I love you <3
so much-
Please ring your GP on monday- please you deserve so much better than this.
Make an appointment with Tracy, please
have it for hours, if it helps.
Thank you so much everyone, I'll keep fighting for you <3
hannah - I'm seeing tracy on tuesday anyway... I was going to see my GP on monday hopfully, to keep myself safe until tuesday. Or me & yuo could go out :)
xxxxxx
Hun, (kinda a reply to your ranting thread), You can't go back, like you say.. BUT, what you can do is go forward! I know everything is so hard at the moment, but it's the only way. It's worth the fight so so so much. Instead getting worse everyday, things could get a little better?
What about writing a list of things your looking forward to.. Add to it when you think of something?
1 could be meeting Sammy =]
Dosn't have to be big things, mabe small things 'like buying a ring you like'?
ly xxxxx
Thinking of you Helen at this difficult time, I'm here any time, feel free to post away and people will always try and help you as you help everyone else so well. Keep fighting your ED, you don't deserve to live with it.
Love and hugs xxxxx
How could you become as awesome as you are and still feel like a loser?
Helen... CARDIFF MEET 9TH OF AUGUST!! iF YOU'RE NOT ALIVE FOR THAT MJ IS GOING TO BE VERY UPSET!!! Honey, you can and will beat this. Sammi, I don't know you, but Helen is apparently very excited about coming to see you, so keep reminding her!!