I don't know how you'd define it really. But I just kinda liked guys a lot more than girls. I'm bi but I prefer guys. that's how I define it lolz.
*Gives everyone a noogie and disappears after a fit guy hehe*
I really don't know what I am. I don't think the sex of the person I fall in love with will really matter. It's about loving the person, not loving the sex of the person.
I'm open to either really.
It could be some sort of working martyr for my soul searching cause.
Actually Pansexual is, and I quote, '(anthro- literally meaning human, human sexual) (sometimes referred to as omnisexuality) is a sexual orientation characterized by the potential for aesthetic attraction, romantic love and/or sexual desire for people, regardless of their gender identity or biological sex. Thus, pansexuality includes potential attraction to people (such as transgender individuals) who do not fit into the gender binary of male/female. Some pansexuals suggest that they are gender-blind; that gender and sex are insignificant or irrelevant in determining whether they will be sexually attracted to others.'
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The world is just illusion always trying to change me.
You will find wonder wherever you can, and spread joy whenever you are able.
I felt emotions of gentleness and pleasure, that had long appeared dead, divide within me. - Frankenstein.
Yeah, I thought about this a great deal, from quite a young age.
I used to find men attractive from the age of 10, even though I was totally repulsed by the idea, due to my social life consisting of homophobic boys. So later in life, I thought about it further, and decided I was Bi.
After a particular event, I decided I'm really not cut out to be Bi, gay or any of things, and stuck with straight.
That and women are SO much more attractive than men.
I'm pretty much bi. I used to be all about not labelling myself but tbh I just don't care, if that label changes then so be it. I started being confused about my sexuality at about 13ish and continued questioning it till I was about 15, trying to label myself. But then I just thought to myself "You know what, you're 15, you're meant to be confused, it'll become clear what's going on at a later date so stop worrying about it" That was when I could really enjoy it, not worrying myself over it. I let myself be attracted to male or female and by the time I was 16/17 I pretty much realised that I'm down with both. That's when I had my first gay relationship which lasted 9months. And then after that I met a boy and we're still together after a year and a half. If we break up I know I'll go on to have relationships with both guys and girls.
Had experiences with both females and males. Completely hated the male experiences. Completely loved the female experiences. Kinda confimrmed what I've felt for as long as I can remember. End of, really =)
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
I always knew. I didn't know what lesbian was until late teens ( I grew up very isolated) I tried to be straight as it appeared to be the norm for everyone else.
But I knew ddep down I wasn't.
But i just 'knew'. I have thought since if it were possible to have a sexual relationship with a guy and I just can't see it happeneing. I can see good looking men. Find them attractive etc but I could'nt have a relationship more than friendship with them.
I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom
i'm tired of chasing my dreams. i'm just gonna ask where they're going, and hook up with them later.
I'm going to like expand on what I said earlier.
I've been really quick to define myself as lesbian, and I do mainly define myself as that but I'm starting to leave it more open and i've found myself attracted to some transexual FtMs as well as just the ladies. I don't really know what I am so haven't still decided for definite but at the minute i think i'd identify as a mix between gay, androgynous and maybe genderqueer.
I'm still young, so idk and i'm not in so much of a rush to find out.
I don't know if that makes sense but yes.
I run back and forth so much that even I don't know which way I swing. I try not to label myself as anything other than Human and Female, both of which I'm sure on without any doubt.
My theory: You never know what you'll like until you try it.
