then on friday i started getting stomach pains.
didnt think too much about it, but on sunday was taken in to hospital,
not good, still got stomach pains,
cant keep much food down,
they think there might be something wrong with my womb lining and such i dunno, just know im in pain and really, really down..
i kinda want to have kids one day. and now i dunno whats going on and what if i cant?? just frustrating, i have to wait so long to find out whats going on.
and im home now but in so much pain
they are going to put me on the pill for three months to stop my periods.
then i have to go in for surgery..
*cuddles tight* I'm sorry you're in pain darling, it must be really stressful for you as well. Please try not to assume the worst though, it might not be as bad as you think. Can you tell us whatt he surgery is for ( if you're comfortable with that) ?
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Ooooh! I had that last year...only I didnt have to wait...turns out I had appendicitis and had to have my appendix removed!
I kinda know what you're going through and can only imagine how you must be feeling!!
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
An endoscopy I assume. I wouldn't worry too much, these procedures are usually quite straight forward and minimally invasive.
I hope things turn out ok for you *crosses fingers*
Take care :]
Oh I'm so sorry, that's very hard. Even harder when you're not clear on what's happening. I hope everything goes well for you. Remember to try to keep a positive attitude, it really does help with everything. **Massive squishes**
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Sorry your in pain at the moment. Won't help the pain but might relax you a little and make you feel a little less...eurgh, have a bath with candles and listen to music you like? Read a book in bed? get comfy and watch TV?
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